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Back In my Life of Blogging..

2011-02-25T23:56:00.002+08:00

Hatiku berdengup-dengup kerana terlalu cinta kan mu.

My heart been pouring all this while as you couldnt understand it at all. All just to as your reply is to go with the flow. The words of cant be bother is being played in your head. Always n its gonna stays like that as forever. N all you could says that is up to me n up to me..!!wth...do you ever thinks of those words in your head..??or even reflecting it to yourself..?? having those in your shoes...whoever in Relationship will awaes get jealous.. I love you the most...the guys which is the most best one, truthful, sincerety and trustment. huhm...is all that i have been giving all this while but have you ever thought of it to give it back to me..??or in a way of letting me the same thing i gave to yourself...?? did you..?? nah, i dont think so..you had been enough oh hurting me alot. huhm.but did you ask youself or even change yourself y i never ever been giving up my loves towards you...?? i never ever been stopping since the first time i fall for you..you stole me from ayie..!i love ayie lots more then u..but what...??i being stupid to even listen to your words, even i still can have ayie with me now. do you ever bben even thought of having a sense of honour, care, and even concern towards me..?? did you..?? it just a simplest thing i asked. oh why you coudnt even feel what i feel now..? stop being like this to yourself. i had seriousy enough of this kind of situations of hardships with you. for all this while, i could says i been played by your ove that even you aint trusting me and even care for me.. all i could says that, you tricked me in love. all this while i been faking myself as someone being spits.. i do have a split personality.but y am i awaes could be in this kind of things..in the situation of this kinds, i been awaes be the one who always been sheading my tears for you...huhm, y could i awaes been the one..y me..?? y aint you..!huhm...

Putra De'Mustapha

2010-12-27T00:47:00.001+08:00

It been awhile i have not been blogging..!

New post i guess form now on..huhm...

Something or rather alots sa things happening to me now..!

Just once i post this..

ImKeepingQuiteFromNowOn..!

nIWill keep myself qUIET.

PutraTaphaLabel

2010-08-25T13:23:00.003+08:00

There no Point of us to be back together..

There is no point for us to make thing better..

Been telling u, im sorry if things are not meant to be the same as before..

All i've got are there photograph. I remenber wen i use to make you laugh,i dont wanna be stuck in rhe past, but your all that i have, that i have. I dont want loose what we built this far, it just me an you your my superstar, i hive anything baby heres my heart, my heart..!

n Specially for ue...

My heart don't stop
my heart be beating over
my love'n never stop
even though that it's over...

Just plsssssssss....

2010-07-28T22:30:00.002+08:00

I never talk again; oh boy u left me speechless, u left me speechless, so speechless..

Monster

2010-07-24T23:53:00.003+08:00

Dont look at me like that; You Amaze me.

He ate my Heart;

He a-a-ate my heart ( You Little Monster..)

He ate my Heart;

He a-a-ate my heart ( You Amaze me..)

He ate my Heart;

He a-a-ate my heart....

He ate my Heart;

He a-a-ate my heart out...!!

Look at him, Look at me.

that boy is bad n honestly,

hes a Wolf in disguise

But i cant stop staring in those evil Eyes.

i asked my girlefriend, if she'd seen you round Before;

she mumbled something while we got down on the floor baby...

We might fuck not really sure; dont quite recall;

but something tells me that i've seen him, yeah

That Boy is a monster

m-m-m-Monster

That boy is a Monster

m-m-m-Monster

That boy is a Monster

Er Er Er Er..

He Ate my Heart

( i love that Guy)

He ate my Heart

( wanna talk to him, he hot;s like hell)

He licked his lips;

said to me Boy you look good enough to eat

put his arms around me

Said boy bow get your paws right off me...

i asked my girlefriend, if she'd seen you round Before;

she mumbled something while we got down on the floor baby

We might fuck not really sure; dont quite recall;

but something tells me that i've seen him, yeah..;

That Boy is a monster

m-m-m-Monster

That boy is a Monster

m-m-m-Monster

That boy is a Monster

Er Er Er Er..

He Ate my Heart

( i love that Guy)

He ate my Heart

( wanna talk to him, he hot;s like hell)

He ate my heart

He ate my heart,

Instead hes a monster in my bed..

He ate my heart

He ate my heart,

Instead hes a monster in my bed..

i wanna just dance but instead he took me home;

uh-oh..!!There was a monster in my bed..

We French Kissed on a subway Train...

He tore my cloth off...

he ate my heart than ;

He ate my brain...!!

uh-oh uh-oh..

( wanna talk to him, he hot;s like hell)

He ate my Heart;

He a-a-ate my heart....

( love that boy)

he ate my heart than ;

( wanna talk to him, he hot;s like hell)

That Boy is a monster

m-m-m-Monster

( could i love him..?)

That boy is a Monster

Er Er Er Er

That Boy is a monster

m-m-m-Monster

( could i love him..?)

PutraTapha

I tHink im Here.

2010-07-21T23:25:00.002+08:00

21072010

Had a SplenDiD toDay..!

MEcHaniCal EngineerinG Inter-ClasS BowlinG tourNameNt..

Was Held aT West CoaSt BowLinG cEntRe..

Four clAss was beIng VS..!!

Had ThrEe Strike foR my goAls..!yipeEeE..!!

ME1A Won the Cups WitH 4760 PoinTs..!!

mY clasS was Few AwaY baCk..!

N lasTly, I trUly Have FuN wIth my clasSmatE tOday..

n tO spEciAl SomeOne i MeEt foR dinNer..!

PutraTapha

Im Back

2010-07-19T06:53:00.002+08:00

ImBack Yaw..!!

Heys PeoPle, I wiLL be BloggInG baCk...!!

YahoooOOoooOOOooooOOO..!!

UpdaTing WilL bE baCk In AwhIlE...!!

PutraTapha

2010-04-03T22:08:00.002+08:00

OOpZZZsss

Did i just post my blog again after 2 mnth...?my god seyy...

haha, well...im just abit busy with my stuff...stuff that cant resist my timing...

Its has always been clashing with the stuff i had plan...haha...

Gonna tell you bits...from last mnth...as if i can still remember..haha..lol..

JanuaryStories

Januaries was great...trainning was tons to came..oops, what Trainning...?haha, well, eventually, i do join Chingay 2010 in the Malay Contigent- The Scared Love- Mount Puteri Ledang. well, malay dance was quit tough i guess. i join last year end November 2009...haha, dnace n dance n dance was cool, well, to sprained my leg also...!hees...i love the dance alot...n i too liking the songs alots...do kept playing in my mind even thought it been mnth away it was done. but yah, do miss the dance alot...n the people in there...haha...huhm...well, i do make some bonding that so close..haaha....cool right..!

Still on January Chapter,

i was seems to be bz again, like applying school for my future..hees, go polytechnic to polytechnis, to just survey their new courses in their school...and eventually, i went to all poly..hees...my Results was sustify..im happy with my results...hees..with GPA 3.9....haahas..well, with the results, i have to think soo many times...!H.Nitec or Poly's...! haa, it takes nearly a mnth for me to think for it...n yah...applications opens in February...soo long..haaha...cpat cpat..!so slow..have to wait again...

FebruaryStories

February came n yah...cant wait for the Both school applications to open...haha, waited n waited n waited...n yah, here the daes i have to apply for H.nitec...n thn 2 days later for my application for Polytechnic... n yah i apply both...n i kept praying i hope i get in poly...hees, but i have to waited for a mnth for the applicationg to approve...nonsense..so long meh...nevermind then..haha, patients is the virtue..haha..

still on February stories...,

Chingay was a damn scary for me...feb was the month where i need to perform my chingay dance in front of 50,000 audience...woah, n yah, its a 120 mins dance staight...non stop..well, u could imagine dance without stopping..haha, but yeah, my dance was colabrate with the YaYasan Warisan Johor( YWJ). they were great. i like them man..their dance was damn cool, n they are such a fast learner..haas..!bile ekh nk meet lagie ekh, ngan krg..!huhuhu...

18, 19 n 20 feb was the dates for me perform chingay..huhus...it was damn tiring lah on the first day, but the spirits was there for me to perform it agin..haha..!coo stuff i met at there...woah, my matair was there too...seeing me to perform..cool right....hees..shall move on..im soooooo tired to type...

MarchStories

Well, March was a busy mnth for me...meeting n meeting n meeting...non stop...almost like 4 meeting a week...haaha...duhh...haha, march was my future school results...i get H.Nitec...but unfortunately, i didnt get to step into Polytechnis...i guess not my luck..hees...H.Nitec in Mechanical Engineering at ITE Dover....i be in there for two mnth..thn transfer to ITE CCK...the new west campus...hees, great....cant wait to go new school...i mean step in new school..hees..

teps to success. First, dream. Dream not small but big fulfilling promising ones. If you keep dreaming big, definitely your dreams shall come true. But, dreaming ONLY won't help. What's the point of dreaming if you never put in any effort to achieve those dreams you have created deep in you. So second thing that's important is effort. But that's not enough. Dreaming and putting in effort won't lietrrally lead you to success. You also need confidence and believe. Confidence or believe is what that drives you forward and never think about looking back. And then you'll also need trust. You need to trust yourself that whatever you're doing is right. And finally achieve it. Of course I'm not that much experienced to say all this. But, I believe it will help me achieve my own unique set of dreams.

PutraTapha

2010-01-25T20:59:00.001+08:00

bitch is awaes a bitch..

jealousy...

huhm, well, one particurly thing i had enough with it..haaha..

like gosh, look at this one person..i hate hym for thrice.

well, like omg..stop with his negative thinking about me n some stuff lah ekh..

like helo, u just 17 n u r still in unmature thinking n world..im 19 like hello.

behave like a one of a child...(prangai bdk2..)mcm puks...huhm, let me clarified

something with you all..

1) i steal ur date..?...

haaha, like hello, just imagine sometin thru ur mind..!

look, i dated someone n yah..i dun even knew my date is dating else one..

n my date show me the msg of this one guy after a few weeks...

n after i clarified with my date i wanna be friends n tats all..

like hello, he like tuduh-ing me tat i steal ur date..!haaha, stupid..

niee lah prangai bdk2 umur 17 tahun..!so un matured..!

n yah fyi,hyqal dun even like it..as you r irritated..!n it seems hyqal

told me sometin n yah, i get to know sometin frm hym..his attitude..

just imagine, he want tat ting n he want tat tings...as short he want hyqal

n he really want hyqal n puttin high hopes...n yah, im bet this kind of ppl,

they fear of rejections...n they got the intended to make sure he gets it..huhm..

y is it so great to have everything..n no wonder ppl have been rejecting ur dates...

as with your negative thinking that makes u unstop, n im sure u the one who will go

down..!for sure..noting ever wil make it thru..n yah, move on lah..n i though u can

get any guy..?go lah n gets other guys..!there's alot...niee lah manusia...

ckp tk serupe bikin..!too much drama n crap...!

2) i steal someone else matair..?

haaha, like hello, just imagine sometin thru ur mind..!

im attach to khai so wat..?tats was the past..n i broke off with hym once i get the

truth..n yah, you dun even know the full stories..so just shut ur big fat mouth lah.

so yah..move o lah ekh..i hate it so much bout you..n yah, thnx for praying..!

me n my gf wont brake easily..haaha, u damn ass are jealous about me..!

bitch r bitchies...they are awaes jealous in wat ever human do..!they wont had

enough with it..!

Bitch Are awes bitch..!

they are jealous..!

2010-01-20T15:43:00.002+08:00

My lapppY is bacK..

Miss You alOts..

HappY 7thMonthsary to SyG..!yeah..

RandomRandomRandomRandom

BoredBoredBoredBored

LazyLazyLazy..

PutraTapha

2010-01-04T19:21:00.002+08:00

i dun really get it...

what really u wan from me..?

what have i done to you..?

y me?me?me?m?

...y?y?y?y?..

Sometimes, just dun really understand human too much..
they really inhuman...just i really dun get it what they want from me..
human are human....they dun appreciate in watever we do them..all i just know,that they want them to have the appreciate wat they do to ppl, infact, wat we did to them was a waste...y this type of ppl still live in this world..?n duh, it life...just i hope someone had the sincerety to accept what we did to them....this how i feel right now...im hurt by lots sa ppl now...y am i being too good with ppl arnd me..?well, tell you some stories...

Adam, david n rachel was a close friends....they are close...like, everytin they share...almost all..huhm...well, got this one fine day, the both guys went to some place to meet rachel...but infact, rachel didnt talk to bth of thm...they bth felt being left out...haiz...(if i were thm, i cnfrm pissed off..) yah, back...haa...rachel didnt talk, n they bth decided to leave the place..huhm...well, they felt pathetic to make their way there....just a waste of their time...huhm, they bth make faces...well, they bth like complaining n complaining..!haaha...lame..well, i guess, thy headed somewhere to relieves..haaha, but im not quite sure where they bth gone to..just i hope it could be the right place for thm to relax..!precisely, my predict told me, they discuss, sometin the same point they unhidden their truth..!yeah, n atlast...adam feels busted....what on earth is happening to you..?how could you...?huhmz...it been long time enough..!
well, in patient, they accept what happen..

this is wat i feels right now..;
Most children at some point in their lives experience being excluded from a party or suddenly being ignored by friends. Being rejected or repeatedly ignored are painful for a child. Be there to listen to your child with acceptance and compassion.
Too often children learn from peers and adults to ignore or discount their own feelings. They may think there's nothing you, as their parent, can do to help them.
Help your child maintain his self-esteem in the face of this emotional blow.
You don't want him to take on the mindset of victim, however. Reminding him of all of the unique and wonderful parts of his personality can be a big help. Make a point of spending more time with him than usual; your emotional support and belief in him can be very helpful at this time. Encourage him always to be himself and not try to fit in by trying to be exactly like everyone else.
Was it because she doesn't wear clothes with designer labels? In this case, does she want to continue being friends with kids who use clothes to measure a person's value? Or, if it was a party invitation, did the rejection come about simply because the party giver was limited to inviting a small number of guests? As a parent, you need to walk a fine line by taking seriously all that you child says while not blowing the incident out of proportion, thereby encouraging her to feel victimized. Help her to feel empowered to deal with this incident on her own. And let her make her own decision about how to handle it.
Help your child think about how to handle this rejection in positive ways.
Maybe it can provide an opportunity to get to know other classmates who seem interesting. Find other outlets for his talents and emotions; these could include volunteer work at a local elementary's after-school program or lessons for something he's always wanted to learn such as cartoon drawing or fishing—anything that brings him positive feedback and reinforcement through relationships with others outside his circle of friends. It can also help children to read stories about how other kids have handled rejection. (See suggested books under Additional Resources.)
While encouraging your child to solve this problem on his own, you want to. If the experience of being shunned or excluded continues or escalates into overt bullying, do not downplay the situation. At that point, it's time to contact school authorities to protect your child's emotional and physical safety.

Just my life is shagged right now..aftr wat happen to me..
im down with several thoughts...too many tings in my mind..
" i love thee in two ways: one selfishness.
the other a love that is worthy of thee
it is selfish love when i spend all my time
thinking exclusively of thee and no other
the other kind of love when the veil
is raised by th, thus revealing thyself to me.
neither way am i praiseworthy,
in both the praise is all thine."

PutraTapha

2010-01-03T16:42:00.001+08:00

this is wat ppl in my galfie family says..!haaha..
blush seh aku..!haahahha

Ok. Then they all went off around 9++pm even though the night is still young. Hees. Abang Yahya and Adik Yamin followed Bibik Maznah and Kiki to Changi Beach. They will overnight there. I wanna follow but i can't due to certain reasons. Pfft. So continue my talk a.k.a counselling session with Iman. Bibik Omnah, Bibik Maznah and Obek Yah commented on the photos i've taken with boyfie.
The comment: "Your boyfriend looks like Shah Rukh Khan as he had this look of indian but also arab. Then you, like one chinese girl."
Hahaha. What a comment. Lol.

PutraTapha

2009-12-28T19:57:00.002+08:00

Its over

Second night in a row

you didnt come home

im watching my phone

waiting for it to ring

sitting in the house

on the couch with the tv on

all night all alone

every night tha same old thing

so i think im just about over being your girlfriend

im leaving, im leaving

no i wonder what you have been doing

where you will be sleeping

(its over)

im leaving

so you walk in

the next morning

to find me smilling

like nothing ever happened

so i think im just about over being your girlfriend
im leaving, im leaving
no i wonder what you have been doing
where you will be sleeping
(its over)
im leaving
im leaving

how many times did i fall for your lies

how many times did i fall for doen n cry

never questioning why?why?why?why?

it just came to me

like an epiphany

how about if i just leave

so i think im just about over being your girlfriend
im leaving, im leaving
no i wonder what you have been doing
where you will be sleeping
(its over)
im leaving
im leaving

PutraTapha

2009-12-24T23:30:00.002+08:00

Im Delusional

Im DelusionalIm Delusional

Im DelusionalIm DelusionalIm Delusional

Im DelusionalIm DelusionalIm DelusionalIm Delusional

Im DelusionalIm DelusionalIm DelusionalIm DelusionalIm Delusional

Im DelusionalIm DelusionalIm DelusionalIm Delusional

Im DelusionalIm DelusionalIm Delusional

Im DelusionalIm Delusional

Im Delusional

I just hate they way you pPl treat me....

like what you know..

!....you aint no me yet....!

Bored!

PutraTapha

2009-12-20T22:57:00.002+08:00

Hey peeplos..!
im back here again to blog..haaha...
well, saturday morning was great to me.
windy breeze blewing in my room was such a WOW..!
and even making me goin back to sleep again..haaha...
rains n rains have been downpour since last month n been keeping raining...haaha, well, i had a great time tho...

Saturday; 19 December 2009;
well, saturdays, as usual, woke up in the mornig to get myself ready for my chingay dance..!
n guess what..?i love tarian alot...it makes me in it to malys.haaha,
anak masalih mah..!well time stated 1152hrs; n i was in the bus otw to seletar to meet fadil, ain n song2....wanna go eat lunch at Jalan Kayu..yeah..happy..!n i was late meeting them..!
huhm, guess, i eat 2 plain pratas...n yah, been ages i have not been there..!miss the place alot, n guess, the place have been upgraded..!nice nice...good..!two thumbs ups..huh, fadil drops us at khatib MRT, n bush to Lavendar to our dance venue..!yeah2...!haha...well i guess...i stop updating..!

well, after im done with my dance, headed to bugis to have my dinner at there...!
we all went to tong seng..n i had a spectacular Nasi ayam Roasted...!(tk perlu kan..?)
n yah, btw, during my dance practise, they introduce the new step..n i feel its rather stupids..!
yeah..!huhm...

Sunday, 20 December 2009;
early in the morning when i was asleep,...as usual, SLeep lor..1haaha
well, i woke up, dashed to the toilet, dashed to my room, get ready, dashed to Wdl...
well for wat..?i need my hp back from my fwens...he forget to return to me..1wahlau..haaha..
hahahahahahahhaa..lame rite..!n yah, after that, dashed to ECp to meet my family there....ade family day out..!haiz...tkper...they fork out their money..!haaha...i enjoy free..!weeeeeeeeeeee.
from wdl all the way to ECp was pissed off, with haevy traffic everywhere...like hello, Sunday jam meh..?firstly was at BKE, thn at PIE..!woah..great...n tats make me reach late..!
well, bu i really had a great time there cycling around ECP..!yeah...had dinner at one of the foodcourt there..!huhm, had satay, n i eaten 2 sticks, had char kuay grg..!yummy..!
haha, catch the last bus from ECp as the bus end at 2057 hrs..!
haiz...hahahahahahhahaa..i laugh lame..!lol....

well, i guess, i cnt wait to my class reunion BBQ at sentosa this coming sunday, 27 Dec 09..!looking forward to it...well, knew what, im updating my block in the bus..weee...
cool kan..?hahahhaa...just bored n update it lor..!

to her.: im totally sorry if i didint cntct you this few daes...i was not feeling well tho...u mkn tau..tkmoh tk plak..nnt susah i nnt..!haaha
c u wen i c u..*Smiles sweetly*

PutraTapha

2009-12-19T22:24:00.003+08:00

Every night i rest in my bed,

with hopes that maybe i;ll get a chance to see you

when i close my eyes

i'm going out of my head

Lost in a fairytale

Can you hold my hands and be my guide

clouds filled with stars cover your skies

And i hope its rains

you're the perfect lullaby

what kinda dream is this.?

you could be sweet dreams or a beautiful nightmare.

Either way i , don't wanna wake up from you

sweet dreams or a beautiful nightmare

somebody pinch me,your love is to good to be true

My guilty pleasure i anit no wherebaby as long you are here.

i'll be floating on air cause you're my

you could be sweet dreams or a beautiful nightmare.

Either way i , don't wanna wake up from you

i mention you when i say my prayers

i wrap you around around all of my thought

boy, you're my temporary high

i wish that when i wake up you're there

to wrap your arms around me for real

and tell me you're by side.

Clouds filled with stars cover your skies

and i hope its rains

you're the perfect lullaby

what kinda dream is this..?

tattoo my name cross your heart

so it will remain

not even death can make us part

what kinda of dream is this..?

PutraTapha

2009-12-16T12:13:00.002+08:00

A great day i had tat Monday BlueS..!

Went swinmming with

Beloved fwens

Ain, faDil n AminZ..!

Meet them at Wdl Int, headed towards SengKand Swimming Complex;

together meeting ain at there too...

but unfortunately, the place closed..Paiseh lah oii..!

hahahhahahaha

went to Tampines Swimming Complex, n luckily its OPEN..!yeah

lets swim...hahha...lol

huhm, headed to Pizza Hut to have our dinner...!

yummy, oh yah, pic in FB...do browse it yaw...!

haha...

IM LAZY TO TYPE...!so yah

kirekan da update kk peeplos...!

PutraTapha

2009-12-09T11:06:00.002+08:00

the life which is my life..the life is what your life..!
hees, be happy awaes..!
TheLife.;)

A still life (plural still lifes [1]) is a work of art depicting mostly inaminate subject matter, typically commonplace objects which may be either natural (food, flowers, plants, rocks, or shells) or man-made (drinking glasses, books, vases, jewelry, coins, pipes, and so on) in an artificial setting. With origins in ancient times and most popular in Western art since the 17th century, still life paintings give the artist more leeway in the arrangement of design elements within a composition than do paintings of other types of subjects such as landscape or portraiture. Still life paintings, particularly before 1700, often contained religious and allegorical symbolism relating to the objects depicted. Some modern still life breaks the two-dimensional barrier and employs three-dimensional mixed media, and uses found objects, photography, computer graphics, as well as video and sound.

Still life paintings often adorn the interior of ancient Egyptian tombs. It was believed that food objects and other items depicted there would, in the afterlife, become real and available for use by the deceased. Ancient Greek vase paintings also demonstrate great skill in depicting everyday objects and animals. Similar still life, more simply decorative in intent, but with realistic perspective, have also been found in the Roman wall paintings and floor mosaics unearthed at Pompeii, Herculaneum and the Villa Boscoreale, including the later familiar motif of a glass bowl of fruit. Decorative mosaics termed “emblema”, found in the homes of rich Romans, demonstrated the range of food enjoyed by the upper classes, and also functioned as signs of hospitality and as celebrations of the seasons and of life.[2] By the 16th century, food and flowers would again appear as symbols of the seasons and of the five senses. Also starting in Roman times is the tradition of the use of the skull in paintings as a symbol of mortality and earthly remains, often with the accompanying phrase Omnia mors aequat (Death makes all equal).[3] These vanitas images have been re-interpreted through the last 400 years of art history, starting with Dutch painters around 1600.[4]
The popular appreciation of the realism of still life painting is related in the ancient Greek legend of Zeuxis and Parrhasius, who are said to have once competed to create the most life-like objects, history’s earliest descriptions of trompe l’oeil painting.[5] As Pliny the Elder recorded in ancient Roman times, Greek artists centuries earlier were already advanced in the arts of portrait painting and still life. He singled out Peiraikos, “whose artistry is surpassed by only a very few…He painted barbershops and shoemakers’ stalls, donkeys, vegetables, and such, and for that reason came to be called the ‘painter of vulgar subjects’; yet these works are altogether delightful, and they were sold at higher prices than the greatest [paintings] of many other artists.”[6]

[edit] Middle Ages and Renaissance
By 1300, starting with Giotto and his pupils, still life painting was revived in the form of fictional niches on religious wall paintings which depicted everyday objects.[7] Through the Middle Ages and the Renaissance, still life in Western art remained primarily an adjunct to Christian religious subjects, and convened religious and allegorical meaning. This was particularly true in the work of Northern European artists, whose fascination with highly detailed optical realism and symbolism led them to lavish great attention on their paintings' overall message.[8] Painters like Jan van Eyck often used still life elements as part of an iconographic program.
The development of oil painting technique by Jan van Eyck and other Northern European artists made it possible to paint everyday objects in this hyper-realistic fashion, owing to the slow drying, mixing, and layering qualities of oil colors.[9] Among the first to break free of religious meaning were Leonardo da Vinci, who created watercolor studies of fruit (around 1495) as part of his restless examination of nature, and Albrecht Dürer who also made precise drawings of flora and fauna.[10]
Petrus Christus’ portrait of a bride and groom visiting a goldsmith is a typical example of a transitional still life depicting both religious and secular content. Though mostly allegorical in message, the figures of the couple are realistic and the objects shown (coins, vessels, etc.) are accurately painted but the goldsmith is actually a depiction of St. Eligius and the objects heavily symbolic. Another similar type of painting is the family portrait combining figures with a well-set table of food, which symbolizes both the piety of the human subjects and their thanks for God’s abundance.[11] Around this time, simple still life depictions divorced of figures (but not allegorical meaning) were beginning to be painted on the outside of shutters of private devotional paintings.[6] Another step toward the autonomous still life was the painting of symbolic flowers in vases on the back of secular portraits around 1475.[12] Jacopo de’ Barbari went a step further with his Still Life with Partridge, Iron Gloves, and Crossbow Arrows (1504), among the earliest signed and dated trompe l’oeil still life paintings, which contains minimal religious content.

Sixteenth century

Annibale Carracci, Butcher's Shop (1583)
The 16th century witnessed an explosion of interest in the natural world and the creation of lavish botanical encyclopædias recording the discoveries of the New World and Asia. It also prompted the beginning of scientific illustration and the classification of specimens. Natural objects began to be appreciated as individual objects of study apart from any religious or mythological associations. The early science of herbal remedies began at this time as well, a practical extension of this new knowledge. In addition, wealthy patrons began to underwrite the collection of animal and mineral specimens, creating extensive “curio cabinets”. These specimens served as models for painters who sought realism and novelty. Shells, insects, exotic fruits and flowers began to be collected and traded, and new plants such as the tulip (imported to Europe from Turkey), were celebrated in still life paintings.[14] The horticultural explosion was of wide spread interest in Europe and artist capitalized on that to produce thousands of still life paintings. Some regions and courts had particular interests. The depiction of citrus, for example, was a particular passion of the Medici court in Florence, Italy.[15] This great diffusion of natural specimens and the burgeoning interest in natural illustration throughout Europe, resulted in the nearly simultaneous creation of modern still life paintings around 1600.[16]
By the second half of the 16th century, the autonomous still life evolved.[17] Gradually, religious content diminished in size and placement in these painting, though moral lessons continued as sub-contexts. An example is “The Butcher Shop” by Joachim Beuckelaer (1568), with its realistic depiction of raw meats dominating the foreground, while a background scene conveys the dangers of drunkenness and lechery.[18] Annibale Carracci’s treatment of the same subject in 1583 begins to remove the moral messages, as did other “kitchen and market” still life paintings of this period.[19]

Even though Italian still life painting was gaining in popularity, it remained historically less respected than the "grand manner" painting of historical, religious, and mythic subjects. Prominent Academicians of the early 1600s, like Andrea Sacchi, felt that genre and still life painting did not carry the "gravitas" merited for painting to be considered great. On the other hand, successful Italian still life artists found ample patronage in their day.[20] Furthermore, women painters, few as they were, commonly chose or were restricted to painting topics such as still life, Giovanna Garzoni, Laura Bernasconi, and Fede Galizia for example.
Many leading Italian artists in other genre, also produced some still life paintings. In particular, Caravaggio applied his influential form of naturalism to still life. His Basket of Fruit (c. 1595-1600) is one of the first examples of pure still life, precisely rendered and set at eye level.[21] Though not overtly symbolic, this painting was owned by Cardinal Borromeo and may have been appreciated for both religious and aesthetic reasons. Jan Bruegel painted his Large Milan Bouquet (1606) for the cardinal, as well, claiming that he painted it 'fatta tutti del natturel' (made all from nature) and he charged extra for the extra effort.[22] These were among many still life paintings in the cardinal’s collection, in addition to his large collection of curios. Among other Italian still life, Bernardo Strozzi’s The Cook is a “kitchen scene” in the Dutch manner, which is both a detailed portrait of a cook and the game birds she is preparing.[23] In a similar manner, one of Rembrandt’s rare still life paintings, Little Girl with Dead Peacocks combines a similar sympathetic female portrait with images of game birds.[24]
Still life came into its own in the new artistic climate of the Netherlands in the 17th century (with the name stilleven: still life is a calque while Romance languages (and Russian) tend to use terms meaning dead nature). While artists found limited opportunity to produce the religious iconography which had long been their staple—images of religious subjects were forbidden in the Dutch Reformed Protestant Church—the continuing Northern tradition of detailed realism and hidden symbols appealed to the growing Dutch middle classes, who were replacing Church and State as the principal patrons of art in the Netherlands. Added to this was the Dutch mania for horticulture, particularly the tulip. These two views of flowers—as aesthetic objects and as religious symbols— merged to create a very strong market for this type of still life.[25] Still life, like most Dutch art work, was generally sold in open markets or by dealers, or by artists at their studios, and rarely commissioned; therefore, artists usually chose the subject matter and arrangement.[26] So popular was this type of still life painting, that much of the technique of Dutch flower painting was codified in the 1740 treatise Groot Schilderboeck by Gerard de Lairesse, which gave wide-ranging advice on color, arranging, brushwork, preparation of specimens, harmony, composition, perspective, etc.[27]
The symbolism of flowers had evolved since early Christian days. The most common flowers and their symbolic meanings include: rose (Virgin Mary, transience, Venus, love); lily (Virgin Mary, virginity, female breast, purity of mind or justice); tulip (showiness, nobility); sunflower (faithfulness, divine love, devotion); violet (modesty, reserve, humility); columbine (melancholy); poppy (power, sleep, death). As for insects, the butterfly represents transformation and resurrection while the dragonfly symbolizes transience and the ant hard work and attention to the harvest.[28]
Dutch artists also branched out and revived the ancient Greek still-life tradition of trompe l’oeil, particularly the imitation of nature or mimesis, which they termed bedriegertje (“little deception”).[29] In addition to these types of still life, Dutch artists identified and separately developed “kitchen and market” paintings, breakfast and food table still life, vanitas paintings, and allegorical collection paintings.[30]

Juan Sánchez Cotán, Quince, Cabbage, Melon and Cucumber (1602)
Especially popular in this period were vanitas paintings, in which sumptuous arrangements of fruit and flowers, books, statuettes, vases, coins, jewelry, paintings, musical and scientific instruments, military insignia, fine silver and crystal, were accompanied by symbolic reminders of life's impermanence. Additionally, a skull, an hourglass or pocket watch, a candle burning down or a book with pages turning, would serve as a moralizing message on the ephemerality of sensory pleasures. Often some of the fruits and flowers themselves would be shown starting to spoil or fade to emphasize the same point.
Another type of still life, known as “breakfast paintings”, represent both a literal presentation of delicacies that the upper class might enjoy and a religious reminder to avoid gluttony.[31] In another Dutch innovation, around 1650 Samuel van Hoogstraten painted one of the first wall-rack pictures, trompe l’oeil still life paintings which feature objects tied, tacked or attached in some other fashion to a wall board, a type of still life very popular in the United States in the 19th century.[32] Another variation was the trompe l’oeil still life depicted objects associated with a given profession, as with the Cornelis Norbertus Gysbrecht’s painting “Painter’s Easel with Fruit Piece”, which displays all the tools of a painter’s craft.[33] Also popular in the first half of the 17th century was the painting of a large assortment of specimens in allegorical form, such as the “five senses”, “four continents”, or the “the four seasons”, showing a goddess or allegorical figure surrounded by appropriate natural and man-made objects.[34] The popularity of vanitas paintings, and these other forms of still life, soon spread from Holland to Flanders and Germany, and also to Spain[35] and France.
German still life followed closely the Dutch models. German painter Georg Flegel was a pioneer in pure still life without figures and created the compositional innovation of placing detailed objects in cabinets, cupboards, and display cases, and producing simultaneous multiple views.[36] Still life painting in Spain, also called bodegones, was austere. It differed from Dutch still life, which often contained rich banquets surrounded by ornate and luxurious items of fabric or glass. The game in Spanish paintings is often plain dead animals still waiting to be skinned. The fruits and vegetables are uncooked. The backgrounds are bleak or plain wood geometric blocks, often creating a surrealist air. Even while both Dutch and Spanish still life often had an embedded moral purpose, the austerity, which some find akin to the bleakness of some of the Spanish plateaus, appears to reject the sensual pleasures, plenitude, and luxury of Dutch still life paintings.[37] In Catholic Italy and Spain, the pure vanitas painting was rare, and there were far fewer still life specialists. In Southern Europe there is more employment of the soft naturalism of Caravaggio and less emphasis on hyper-realism in comparison with Northern European styles.[38] In France, painters of still lifes (nature morte) were influenced by both the Northern and Southern schools, borrowing from the vanitas paintings of the Netherlands and the spare arrangements of Spain.[39]......

PutraTapha

2009-11-30T00:15:00.002+08:00

well, guys, i tink i have not been updating my blogs since then..heehe..been bz with my stuff awaes..hees...

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well, gess my attachment end last thursday...hees, atlast...but, when i look at it, i gonna miss Singapore Polytechnic..a life as a Poly student..n i gonna really...oh..gosh...what to do..!life have to move on..!yipedi..!n i gonna miss the people there..n all thnx to all my friends schooling there...spending your time with me for the past two weeks, accompany me eating n solat Jumaat...i gonna miss u Jufri n syahkir...love u guys alot..n thn for spending ur tie with me for the last four dAy..!

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well, it an Public Holiday...Its " Hari Raya Haji"....yeah yeah...but gosh...two main prayer in a day...kk, what i mean, the prayes in the morning, thn to my friday prayers..hees...but i bersyukur to solat..hees...well, Went prayer with my dad, thn headed to my nenekz house at Punggol, boom boom, eat something to get my stomach full...went for my fridays prayers with all my uncles n nephews by taking a car to mosQue, n its the firdt time i step into the new moque at Sengkang...al Mawwaddah MOsque i tink..hess..it look nice...cool...two thumbs up..hip2 hurray..!

after that, went to my othr side nenekz house at Bedok Reservoir...hees...well, stayed there for few hours, then headed off to my aunt house at Siglap Rd.!well, terrace..!i like her house...can i have that in future please...!hees...came back home late at night arnd 11..nearly 12..!!haaaha...

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well, sat was my busy day i had...woke up arnd 8++...get ready to go 4Pm...hees..long time never been there...miss the place alot too...purpose going there..?i got my facislitators training for my upcoming camp..hees...tired2...the ting starts at 10-5pm....then headed off to Orchard to meet my uncle...he wanna bought me present...!! yeah2...guess wat i choose; a long pans/jeans that cost hym arnd $69.90...woah woah, that cost a boom boom..!haaha..meet my syg at somerset, but bfore that, went to mosque to pray first..important..!yah, back o the stories, meet her at somerst..boom, to Marks n Spencer at center point..!thn heade to Orchard central, thn to Taka, thn to Lucky plaza n STOP..! i went for a haircut there..well pic of my new haircut later aite..!

thn off to bugis tobuy myself a cloth..!yeah..i like the new cloth of mine..!it cost me $22/-...haaha, then off to Burger King..had dinner there, thn off to Home...

N specialy thnx to Mum, Ain, n Syg....they ask me to go home asap..by 10pm..n i reach home suii 10pm..yeah..love u guys lot..!muaaahhh..

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been home n the morning. get ready to meet ain n my other fwens at CWp..thn headed off to Changi Airport...purpose;, Fetch FADIL, KAM, song song n n MOK..!yeah2..i cant believe they are ack in singapore afte staying in China for 6 month due to attachment..!yea...went to fadil house at AMk....had dinner, nn off home by taking cab..cost me arnd $15...!murah kan..haaha..

well, i end it here..!c ya sooner..!

PutraTapha

30 November 2009

0034 hrs

2009-11-22T10:20:00.001+08:00

Well, it been weeks I have not yet been updating my block, guess, im not been feeling to well this few weeks…huhm…I hope I can be fine, n strong like wat I am before…just, I really don’t really know what is happening to me…I hope, ppl, pray for me tat I be fine aite ppl…;)

Well, lately, been sick all the way, fainted, vomiting blood, running nose, sore throat, fever, cough…n quite a lot…but it have been ok, after taking medicine, but…my condition still worst to worsen…in too skiny for ur info, I lost too many weight….from 58-44, thn 44-40..woah..i know I know, it quite a lot..haaha…but thn yah, I hope I be fine…just pray for me aite…
Well, had not been to school for 3 days last week due to my sickness…haaha, yah, knew wat..?tomorrow is the last week im having my attachment..yeah, cant wait to go back ite balestier again..miss tat school…haha….

211109- the memories I had…the great day I have to perform.yeah..!

It my production day…I invited Ain..!yeah, long time never met her since 5 month ago..haaha..but we do msg each other…huhm…my shows..?well, good response from audience..heehe, they have fun..huhuhu…n yah, been awake since 630 am till 11pm late….yeah…im tired actually…

For Ain: ann, don’t worry to much about me,, I be fine…u take care urself too kae…n don’t cry anymore kk…u now, I love u as my fwens, n I regard u as my adk..!

i had enough

2009-11-06T20:29:00.002+08:00

i had enough of your nonsense...

until when i have to be patients wit ue..!

well, precisely, i had stop all this kind of shit..

oh pls...

dont let me think of ur smiles

as i had enough of it.

PutraTapha(TP)

6 November 2009

Friday @ 2030

B'dae wasnt like a Bdae

2009-11-05T23:35:00.002+08:00

i Had a worst B'dae This year...

Worst Ever..!

But thn I had presents...;

but i wish for a Cake...

but then, i am happy todae alot..

people wishin me here n there...n thnx to

my cemta fwens..

they sang me a b'dae songs, wen i was stepping

out from the MRT stations;;))

thnx..

PutRaTapha(TP)

5 November 09

my PosT

2009-10-28T19:59:00.000+08:00

Heys peepOs,
Im back here again to blog myself to ue ppl out there…

Well, been busy with my stuff this days..iish, well…actually, im bit lazy to update my blogs, since im being too bz with my stuff here n there…n firstly, I wanna ask for apology as I didn’t get to cntc u ppl out there anymore..hees, down with no credits in my p8 balance…but insyallah, I should be topping up in few daes times..hees, n I had no cian( money).
Well, no recents complain in me yet, but thn got one..hees…
Well,on the bright windy Friday is meant to be perfect for me to hang out in school, but thn, I went out for lunch + Friday prayers arnd 12, came back around 3pm..hees, tats was long..fuuuuh, I was vanish, but then, this one fwens of mine, Named…ooPz, I cant says, respect..hehess…well, this is wat he says to me; “ wah muzz, so long argh u go lunch..?”….i says, “wat long siah, I go for my Friday prayers then eat lunch argh..long meh…?.” He says “ ohoh, yah, sorry sorry, forgot today is Friday, but u didn’t tell me siah….” Then we both headed to the toilet….in the toilet….he says again “ y u didn’t tell me tat u r goin to the mosque..?”…I says,” got leh..i did tell u tat im goin for my Fridays prayers, thn go eat lunch..wahlau”… well, I dun mind wat they says, but truthly, Chinese intend to ask lots of Q to Malays…too much of it…everything to them was such a sucks…they dun have the initiative to just get to knoe n shut up..hees, got only their complains..im truly dun really get it seyy..!!i not saying tat I hate Chinese, but then they really dun really understand in the world of Islamic..!!hees….

Well, that was stories, here another..it happen on the same day, but its at night..!
Well, came back home arnd 8++, then had my dinner, super, bath, n yah, lappieS….haahz…huhm, thn came my mum to my room, sayin tat cn I have word with you…hees, but thn I told her, oh.ohk…sure y not…mayb I cn get sometin good from her..hees…firstly, I told her, wat was it about..?she told me that my LECTURER call my house this afternoon, arnd 2++, when I was at the mosque, claiming tat he was searching for me, then like calling my hp was unreachable, well, mu mum told him, tat, probably I was in the mosque, n yah, my prepaids have no credits in it..!hahax, serves him rite tat he unable to contact me instead..hahaha..i loike…wish I dun need to top up again..hees..huhuhu..( suke siak aku niee..)issh, guess wat he talk with my mum..he ask my mum whether am I ohk..??some sort like, am I still not feelin well..?hees, well he can wait for me instead after I step in the class rite…?hees, so lame of him..but thn nevermond, atleast he concerning to me rite…hees, thnx once again to him..hees..;)…..n I guess, tats it..i abit lazy to talk bout him…hees..

For Her: well syg, Im kinda mizzing ue a lot nowadays…im being too bz with school werk until I only get the chance to talk to you about a few mins…hees, but thn im trying to make time with you…hees, I hope u understand in my situations..my final year attachment cum final year project, as I left with 1 month..catching up seyy..hees…

Just a SayS

2009-10-22T20:38:00.002+08:00

" I LOVE U SYG..!! "

Mizz U alot.

Mizz the talk,

Mizz the blushin

Mizz the good times

n Just mizz the person alot;

" Blog Dead "

221009

Just PictuRe(BlaZeCamP)

2009-10-21T14:05:00.010+08:00

My Group

" Shabooya "

" The Whole Group "

"all step MACHO.."

" My FaciS "

(up N down )

2009-10-09T16:37:00.001+08:00

Heys, peeplos..
Im back here to blog again…!!

Well, if I could have not wrong, I had not been updating my blogs lately..well, its all due to my bzness school attachment…n yah, one thing I really wanna been waiting…well, guess sometin….?...guess tat my attachment is finally at the end of the year..had been waiting for it since long time..well, as I counted it, I just left with 1 month 2 weeks left to the end of my attachment..n yah, 3 weeks to my Birthday…people, buy me present yeah…I wanna one from ue guys…(iissh, tk tahu malu siak aku niee..)but I hope so…huhm but for one person must buy me one…>>MEL..i want presents…plz plz…hahha…hehe..huhm, yakdoosh.com…

Well, do yo guys heard of the Siglap MOsQue was burnt Down by a 14 years old boy..??well, reasons of the mosque get burnt down due to him playing with fire..and if im not wrong, the mosque just complete renovating…oh gosh, and fire break down the mosque again..n I tink its gonna cost a lot to re-renovate the mosque again..(budak2 zaman skrg tak tahu nk ckp ape…semakin berani..haiiz, niee baru 14 tahu, klau 8 tahun macam mane tuuuuuuu..?)

To HER: syg SYG;..i miz ur voice again..n I had fin time with you on Last Tuesday..the Shopping…haha..i hope one day we could go out together again n again..after my attachment aite…I miz ur smiles, ur teeth, ur blush, n byk sgt I nk describes kan, but I pedamkan dalam hati i..tk nk semue org tahu..hees

PutraTapha
1630Hrs

truely Miz ue..!!

2009-10-05T10:17:00.002+08:00

hey peeplOs..;)
sorry for not updating my blogs tis time round..i was damn bz..
yah, work, attachmets n only her..!!

woah, muzz muzz...hees, u really a booM..!!gosh,..
i cant imagine how will i cope with all this kind of thing..heeS...
but rest asure, insyallah, i can handle it with patients..!!

hees, well i cant imagine..i lft with 1 month of attachment..yah..hurray..!!
i been waiting for it to end..i cant stand it siah....
attachment at singapore polytechnic was damn suck...
serious, its good to enter in this school, but u imagin, all chinese...
well, school for the clever mah..hees, but u can cout malays in this school...
hees, but tho i hate this school, i had fun in here..
n get to enter polytechnic life...but, sayin bout life,
life in polytechnic student eas boring..i prefer secondary school..
n i miz those times...

well, my work at TCC...aka The Cibai Company..> tats wats my manager told me..hees
my manager has the ame name with me..oh gosh..NOoooooooooooooo..!!
wakaka...but i had fun working at there...hees..
my salary..?wow...it was a booM..!! airport mah, service excellence mah...
wakakakka..btw, if you wanna join TCC. join now...they recruiting now..!!
faster faster...;)

to HeR: i was damn mizzing you alots..
i miz the talk, the laughter, the smiles, the blush of urs...
i hope i can meet you one day...or even more thn one day..
im truly miz you alots...n yah, i balancy my work attachment and you.!
dun worry bout me..i will msg you awaes...n to you tooo..
muacks..__..

PutraTapha
1032hrs

2009-09-19T00:06:00.005+08:00

yah, it just me like DUH....
well, i hate half of my life right now..!!

it just im hurt right now..i lost someone i love the most..!!
the person wish i awaes treasure deeply in my heart....!!
the person wish i care the most deeply in my heart...!!
the person wish i trust the most deeply in my heart..!!
the person wish i cant forget in my life..!!
but then,, i have to go on with my life...!!
to the person im writting, u noe who u r..!!
but then, thnx alot for everytin...time spent and all...
just i hope, do continue ur life ahead..!!sucess in ur life tau..!!
n yah congrats to ur attached...!!
n btw, cpat2 kahwin tau..!!
jgn lupe jemput me to ur wedding..!!wakakka...;)

n yah, Hari Raya is coming this weekend right,
so i guess like i wanna mintak maaf ngan semue,
if muzz ader uat silap ngan u ppl all tau..!!
terkasar bahase ke aper..<3>
n yah, to my SYG<3,>
beep me klau nk dtg, u got my numbers kan...!!
yg takder, jgn malu nk mintak..!!
yeh, i hope ue dun mind to travel far to my house..!!wakaka..;)

To my fwens i treasuere the most,
they far from me now..
heys fwens, i hope u get to read my msg here...
ue are far from me, i here awaes remember you guys awaes..!!
no matter wat happen, i here with you awaes..!!
China'S n Singapore, a few thousand MIles from here..
n im proud that i have ue guys beside me awaes....
thnx guys, i just hope ue guys came back to SG fast..
im sure cry for you guys, this HAri Raya..!!!i will..<(

to all my Plentong, klentong, ape ape ajelah, muzz ucapkan Slamat Hari Raya pade semue.. harap, halalkan makan minum muzz ye krg2 ekh..!!
i will awaes remeber ue guys awaes..!!...

Yang Tulus ikhlas,

ingin sekali sekala dirinya dibalas,

walau hanya dengan

dakapan di angin lalu...

yang selalu memberi

ingin sekali sekala

jadi penerima...

cukup dengan salam

dan manis doa

aku ingin ku merasakan

hebatnya cinta....

dan leburkan saja

sepirhan calar derita..

Selamat Ulang Tahun Sayang

kini kau bersayap, pergilah terbang...

rentaslah langit cita-citamu,

harap nanti kita kan bertemu...

Selamat Ulang Tahun Sayang

janganlah engkau tak terbang pulang,

kunanti penuh kerinduan,

selamt tinggal, selamat Jalan...

aku hanya ingin engkau setia,

kerana setia yang mencipta bahagiamu....

Selamat Ulang Tahun Sayang
kini kau bersayap, pergilah terbang...
rentaslah langit cita-citamu,
harap nanti kita kan bertemu...

Selamat Ulang Tahun Sayang
janganlah engkau tak terbang pulang,
kunanti penuh kerinduan,
selamt tinggal, selamat Jalan...

Putra Tapha

190909

2009-09-15T19:48:00.000+08:00

Blog updated again…here it goes..

Well, as you all know, im bit bz like usual…like DUH..!!!

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Haiiz, my stories on sat..it very special day on that dae..!!, well, I became a facilitators for my events, ROW 09 (Ramadhan On Wheel 09)…well, it became honored that I was involved in this event, well, like Duh, last year too I participate in this event, n it helps me to do again for the next year.!! i had fun, serious..!!well, I became like RAJA of the day (king of the day), coz I get to order my driver to go here n there..!!heehe, but not tat to the extend lah..hees..;)need to respect him ah..btw, the driver, he’s 20, school at Republic Polytechnic..!!woah..huhms….but, it kinda tiring, well, I have to bring the family that need the needy household/groceries for them at the Tampines Giant..!!woah, damn pack siah at the Giant, I cant breath at all, like, the whole 500+ guest, include facilitators, volunteers and staff was there to help..!!! hees, it was damn crowded..totally human traffic Jam..wakakka..;)but, I have fun picking up for them n checkin the price for them, as they were only given S$150/- only, n yah, I need to advise them all…they need to buy wat they need to use, not they want..!!hees…n yah, I had fun…it ends at 10++, after I had done my thing at there..!!

130909;

Well, as u all noe,130909, was on Sunday, n it is the September 13….wakakkaa…hees, being random here…huhm, n anyway, interesting stories to be heared..!!well, I met someone at woodlands, then went to woodlands center to buy some stuff for Hari Raya coming..!!hees..;), weel I bought sleeves shirts (kemeja) for only S$18.50, but I bargain on it…!!i get S$17/- only…woah, that’s minus a dollar 50..!!..then we headed to bugis by taking 960 from woodlands interchanges to BUgis….well, reach there by an hour…hess…n yah, I bought seluar (jeans) for only at S$25/-…wakakka, but the Jeans was damn nice siah..!!..i loike..!!well, I gues after shoppin, like Duh, of course, I had my Break-Fast at Sultan mosque..!! then headed home after that..was damn tired yeah….

My love to you was being read out, n I had lafazkan love I at you..!!...n yah, I cant hold my love any longer…and yah, u been waiting long enough for me..!! and here we are, 15sep09 @ 1730 hrs…. n I will awaes love you, n I gonna treasure you awaes…I LOVE YOU SYG..!! <3

Putra Tapha

1900 hrs

2009-09-09T15:28:00.000+08:00

Heys readers, im back here blogging back to my life…!!

Well, like two weeks I have not been updating my blog again after here..!!

N yah, today, to ur response mayb, I updating my blog again…!!hip2 hurray..;)

Well, my stories psl last week…wakakakakaka…
Huhm, well last Monday, on the eve of the teacher days, I was sick on tat day, but then I went home half day as I ain not feeling too well, as I suffered cough blood n vomitting blood tooo!!..woah..what a sick..!! well, perhaps im was totally tired mayb n yah..wakaka…well went to woodland polyclinics with my fwens, n thnx to them for sending me there…!!wakaka…not to mention s names as I have mentioning names at times in my life…wakakaka..;)cheers on..!ohohk, back to the stories…yah as I told you guys I was sick rite but then I was not fasting on tat day..i had to eat due to my blood cough…haizz…huhm, well on the next day, I fast ohk…but thn I too not feeling well again…(sakit2 degil…gie skolah jugak)… wakakakakakaka…well, tats what happen to me on that two day sparticular day yaw..!!..n yah, on Wednesday, I didn’t go school due to my fever that make a records in me…>39.1C..WOW..tats kinda high… wasn’t fasting again..wakakkaak, get some sleep, then woke up, go polyclnic to get MC, but thn something happens to me…on the way there, I was a bit ohk lah…haiiizz… n I kene asthma attack at the polyclinics, I became breathless…woah….i was sent to a room to take my asthma puffs, but then it became worst, I became more n more weaker, like kinda wanna fainted…haiizz, but then I make myself strong…thn I past away..i couldn’t make myself awake…then the nurse at the polyclinics call the Ambulance to take me to the hospital..i was unconscious..!!..but then I was then hospitalized till Saturday..!!what a luck…haiiz, but then I was bored at the hospital…can you imagine, no ONE is allowed to visit me..??!!...as I was warded to the isolation wards- H1n1 wards, due to my FEVER….woah..what a damn..!!but then I had fun sleepin at there, but both my hand kene masuk drip.!!woah…I had difficulty to move here n there..!!but I get to eat alots..well, not all my fwens knew I was hospitalisd, but thn I told my fwens, my close fwens in China..he doing his attachment..i love hym, n I totally miss him alos…we been fwens since last year, n I had never been missing my own classmate till now..!!what a heart I have..!!;)he was shock I was hospitalized again..!!haiizz..well I tink I had enough of typing..pnatlah nktype..huhm,
briefly- I was hospitalized and I get 10 days MC…(ends at 110909)
well, love urself rather loving others..!!its will hurt you if you love them to much and if there dun really appreciate ur doing to them…;)so yyah, cheers on….to the next blog..c ya..;)

Putra Tapha
090909

2009-08-26T14:45:00.000+08:00

Blogs updated upon All requested…to your response, I Updated mine... ;)

Weel, last Updated was like in july right??...well, im too bz after july..couldnt make my time to update my blog since then..totally bz….well, you know hoe poly are right??...werk n werk of assignment was then loaded in my bag awes, as too my laptops…ahahha..but, I have fun doing it, ony the topics I hated it yaw…wakakkaka….

Well, Fasting starts last Saturday, and today became the fourth Day I fast..well, I hope I can fast the whole full month..insyallah…well, do have my pre-dawn meal…ate cornflakes, my compulsory meal every year…I love corn flakes alots rather eating other kind of food, but rice do helps me sometime..DUH..!!...n I LOVE FASTING alots siah…huhm, well I guess, I love corn-flakes alots…wakakka..

Got to share with you ppl stories bout me a few daes ago, wha happens to me…!!
Well, it happen in school….they being so random sarcastic siah…serious…wat happen??...huhm
Here it goes…I went school as per normal, I came to my class lab, switch on my lappy and computers, browse the files for me to do werk, then loaded it up..haizz..it was ohk for few hours, but then, after submitting my werks, my lecturer called my friends sayin, my folders is all wrong….wahlau…CB…my fwens told me, “ y u never put the pages number??”…I says ” I thought no need…he says no need to put wat..”…..fwens says “ must put leh..u argh…wahlau…”….
Well, my wrongs again…one of my third year fwens told me no need to put the pages number, but my fwens told me tp put…which one is right??...haizz…I show faces to thm..i hated it…that’s not all…they even says bad word bout me in Chinese..BTW, I do understand Chinese….it hurts me alots wen the ays bad things bout me..yahyah..im awaes at fault..human intend to put their mistake at me, rather than realizing their own mistakes….but then, I was ohk….they apologise to me…

And guess wat??....the clock strike to 6…I was about too go home, but then, my fwens scold me not to go home…wth…I got appointments leh..i need to go siah….thns the same things happen to me like bfore..Scold me in CHINESE again…wtf…
I just walk away then…pretending I dunno anitin….wakakaka….but, yah, the next dae, the apologise again…thn I ask my self…will they do tat again next time??.....guess…and the ans is yup…
They just do it to me yesterday (250809) and today (260809)….i just kept quiet..but the worst one is yesterday…I was totally fed-up..wakaka..but then I was ohk…nah, im easy goin…I dun mind wat they want to do…( yg dosa pun drg, not me ) right??..wakakakka…

Neah, I am DeMuzz, you aint no me..!!
Well, I guess, to the next blog perhaps….c ya..;)

DeMuzzDiCanle

wat HappEns?

2009-07-31T21:10:00.002+08:00

heys peepos;
Im back blogging here to let sometin out from my heart...

30 july 2009; Thursday
well, thursday was a memorable to me as i got my NS check-Up for the first time liau...
huhm, at first kinda like " im scared to go"..n the feeling of nervous is there....but...
i dun mind tho...
Btw, i went there with khairul Kiwak...thats wat i call him...n he dun really mind tho...but
im scared tho if he hurt or not...kk, here my stories Bout Yest....
i kinda like went out around 9am??...headed to Yio Chu Kang taking 72 from Tamp Int...n reach there aroung 10 am??thats was totally damn fast...didnt knew it was that fast liao..;)but,
it save my times travelling here n there...hahax...huhm, meet my fwens at there in order to
pass his ting back to him...n lpak with him like 30 mins??...then headed to wdl via bus 169
from AMK....reach wDl around 12??..hahax, thats was the time exactly i reach..took, 963 to marsling to meet Khairul....he was late 30 mins...wahlau..wth...but tho i dun really mind...
i msg him this.." if you dun not reach by 5 mins, i grab a cab..."
in order to leave him there liao...hahax, but he came on time, upon receiving the msg...
took 961 to Bukit Merah, n drop at Bukit Merah area, thn go eat at Mac..he ate...not me.
im on diet...dun wish to eat this few daes..lost my appetite...rEAch CMBP aroung 1345??...
n they says im late for appointment...wahlau..the place was damn far siah...hahx...
nevermind tho...;)huhm, make fwens there although it only awhile...but knda fun makin fwens at there..they rocks...hahax....my check up finish aroung like 4 hours later?? aroung 5pm??
huhazx...thats long....then headed to ViVo CiTy..lpaks...then to PS meet khairul Fwens...then went home bu taking 65 to tamp, 39 to my house...hahaxz...well, HSH....;)

31 July 2009;FriDay
today was the bad day for me as, i finish my class at 12 pm..hahxz....
schedule to meet khairul at tamp at 1, but something happens liau..n i aint no mood to talk...
huhm, just i wish to let it out, but i kinda like to keep in me all way long...
btw, my hand was being bandages due to my hand swallon..due to the wrong side the poke the needles at my hand, during my NS checkups...;)hahz
today was the boring day for me...
n a special thnx to NaBila..she accompany me to tampines mall today @ 2pm...
thnx Nab...;)
so i guess, thats all, c ya to the next blogging day, perhaps...;)

tooDles;
DeMuzzDiCanle

Touch my Hand

2009-07-28T19:05:00.002+08:00

starring my eyes from a distance, saw u from the skies...
something bout the sea out there....something bout the beautiful skies..

in the sea of fish,.... there is only you..
n i never knew what is happening...but sunddenly now i do....

getting reach to skies, i aint reach..
only me, only you, and the band...

cant let it stops me, until i get it from you...
n i never get the chance again...i never gat the chance gain...

i see a flashlight upon the tower...
all i could see my shadow...
trying reach, touch to you, touch my hand....
n i never get to see you again...until i see you again....
n i never get the chance again..i never get the chance again...

cant let this feeling end...coz if i do, i will never see you again....
cant let this happens, until i touch your hand...
coz if i do, i never get the chance again...

saw you from the distance....
saw you from the stages...
something bout the look in my eyes...
something bout the beautiful face....

tryin to reach, touch to you, touch my hand..;(

heys peeps, ;)

im here back...blogging to my own life to the blog life..im heading a life of darkness...
been a week past sickness attacks me...since then i was being random in my life...
my life was being disturb by spirits thats wonders aroung the roads out there....
i just cant leave the spirits in me through the daes im heading now...

my Splits personality just came back to me...after a long ride away to homez...
i was just wondering y u came back to me....
it just i hope you will be demolished from myself ever, n forever...
it just im feeling weird..
but im still the same Muzz as you ppl knews...
well, i aint no mood to blog rite now, just havin a swing moods moments...
i be okay by next month tho or more than thats...

Insight into life is the real Religion, which done can help man to Understand Life.

toodles;
DeMuzzDianc

2009-07-19T15:10:00.002+08:00

i will always miss you fwens sa lots....the crying tones is here in my heart....wish i could follow you guys there, but unfortunately, i cant be with guys anymore...you need to head to the world beyond. n i will always remembered you guys always in my heart, deeply in me....the memories i will take to everywhere im headin tho...

Heys, im back here to blog myself again...
i miss my close friends alots....i got a stories for u readers....enjoys...

WednesDay e 15 july 2009, was the memorable day i had..
was at the airport, sending my fwens away to china...they will be there for like 5month at there...
the separations i had was really hurt me..y they leaving away??haiiizzz....
was there arnd 6am, n i make my time to send them at the airport....the emotional they make, make me too...the cries i seen in them, hurt me alots...the cries in me, downpour rain came to rain the singapore....as i was heading to school...wish them all the best with them living in china...n ya, i can get thru to call them at there....n thnx to starhub to have the happy 128 p8 cards....still to contact them at there...n thats really LOL for me to says the starhub p8 card..lame...wuahahaha....

still, i will remember them deeply in me....

i hung up the phones tonight, something

happened for the first time, deep inside.

it was a rush,what a rush.

cause the possibility that you would ever

feel the same way about me,

it just too much, just too much,

why di i keep running away form the truth, all i

ever think about is you,

you got me hypnotized, so mesmerized,

and i just got to know.....

do you ever think, when you are all alone, all

that we can be, where this can go

am i crazy or falling in loveit is really

just another crush..

do you catch a breath, when i look at you

are you holding back, like the way i do,

cuz im trying to walk away but i

know this crush aint go away

has it ever cross your mind when were

hangin, spending time girl, are we just

friends,

is there mpre, is there more

see its chance weve gotta take, cause i

believe we can make this into,

something that will last forever, last forever,

forever....

Regards

DeMuzzz

2009-07-18T18:38:00.002+08:00

the way im headin BaCk

heys ppl, im back blogging here n after....i was abit bz during the june till late August..lots sa stuff to da here and ther....hhaa, but today, 18 JULY 2009, i spent my time, here blogging for you ppl out there...haha, but i wont be like posting my stuff here, as i was totally bz with skul..

here a breief about my life since june till now...

well, june was my totally pack month where i got 5 camps, and my drama class, n not to forget my dance...wuahahaa, totally bz...well, after that, like july started to came, i was bz preparing myself to step into the new school right now....which is Singapore Polytechnic...wuahahaha, my attachment...till late dec...but for me now, SP was totally bored n really superb CHINESE school..like the HEllo, u can count how many malays are there...huhm, but i dun mind tho...i was fun at there....wuahaha...btw, chinese gals are hot too...like im starting to fall in for chinese gals, but i wont lah..im setia with one i have now...wuahahha..

well, i guess, to till the next blog i guess...perhaps, yup..i will be updating my stuff in blog...need to...well, happy ahead with your daes tho....smiles awaes, wen we have to....n do keep smilling...

ReGards,

DeMustapha

2009-06-03T20:33:00.000+08:00

well i love this pic alots...

my productions...

DeMuzz

enDlEss

2009-05-26T20:42:00.003+08:00

the world i faded right now is like Gosh...i hated it man

i havng a great tyme felling the happiness in me...

what wrong with me this daes??

yy?? y dE

26052009

the day i had been through it fadded in my heart

the day i had today was seriously i had been moody in my eyes

been keeping it in my heart since lat week or mayb, last month still..

but but;

hahass, i been not in a good feeling this days...

keep wandering wat is happening to me in this coming daes i will had..

but but;

seriously i not in the mood to type here and there....gosh...

singning off @2045hrs

DeMustapha<3

im bck everyone..!!

2009-05-17T13:06:00.004+08:00

just forget it lah
to point getting angry over people who does not contribute,

make a difference and even put in money to ur CPF ..
trust me
just let it go and move on

well, to the word that my fwen gaves me, thnx for it...i appreciate that alots...but it takes tyme...as for me i easily reflections continously...
to have a better life n future, once in ourself have to be confident that we will achieve everytin in our lives...
but as for me, its hard for me to let it go...n i wll awaes refelects it again n again, n continously..
but sometime wenever i am being brought into this kind of situations, i hate them alots...but truly, inmy heart, its hard...

ti just that really hard or me to unleash everything out frommy heart asme, myself in persons i dont like to publish my own self out to people although its near my heart....

n i still finding someone which i can regards as the people i can share wat im feeling weird in my heart till now....but still, im still finding who will be the special friend i will had that i can talk to...seriously, im still finding till nw....who could it be??

well,enough for it....

dE n ANN

thnx ann for eveytin..

to ppl who had tag :

heys just update mine...as i was totally bz this month n

upcoming months...haha

Regards

i dun feel to good....

2009-05-04T09:39:00.002+08:00

040509;
mwnin to all my readers...
n sayin hello to ue ppl reading my blog...
well, i gonna tell my stories since fridae till today...

010509;
well, first may 2009, was a holiday n no school yaw...yipedy yaw....
huhm, went out arnd 11+ to meet kamsani at Kovan...
hahapurpose??i wanna cut hair...kam invite me to go to this shop yaw...
huhm, reach kovan, and met kam, and straight to the salon shop...haha...
well, i didnt knew it was salon...huhm...but its quite cheap anyway.
$9SGD for student who cut hair at there...huhm....its really interesting...
well, knew sometin?? they cut my hair, wash my hair...and groom my hair...
but its too long..it take my time almost an hour cutting my hair....wahlau siah...
huhm...yea, finally, its over...then heade to mosque for my friday prayers at
masjid haji yussof...sorry if i make the word spell wrong...huhm...
headed home after my prayers...rest awhile, then went out with my family...
to the beach yaw....East Coast Park yea....but i kinda boreds at there...
i been there too many time....so bored leh......huhm, infact went reaching there,
im shock...too many ppl ws at there and it was damn pack siah..wahlau weh...huhm...
nvrmind leh...=)rest at there n blah blah blah, eat dinner at bdok corner...
n headed home arnd midnight....damn tired...=(

020509;
Saturday...its the day i need to woke up early...
i had my student council meeting with suhailah to discuss thing that was left undone siah...
from 11+ till 5pm, still undone...too many leftover work i had not done...wahlau...
btw, ppl, im sowie i didnt atend RSP that dae, i had the meeting last minutes siah....
but i will be cmng this saturday...insyallah=)
huhm, yea, reach home arnd 7+ nearly 8...haha
damn tired man...

030509;
huhm, sunday, i went out again...im too bz rite now siah...
went out wit suhailah again to suntec....haha shopping and make some discussions to decided...
haha...huhm, took 960 to wdl, n took 168 to tamp, n took 29 to home....
n i home man....well, i lazy to type long long siah....
well to the very next blog i guess...tadaa...

it just i dun know wat is happenin next...
i hope everytin gonna fine aftr this...
insyallah=)

BoReD

2009-04-28T16:12:00.003+08:00

280409;

well, another dae at home...seriously i was damn bores siah...
notin beetaa to do rather thn sleepin n resting at home...
watch TV n kept eating non- stop...but nvrmind....
tomorrow im cmnng to skul...yeah...im happie...
n n i miss my fwens alots siah....walau....
huhm, seriously, i gto notin in mind to type wat topic todae...

well, i tink to the next post of mine....tadaaaaaaaaaa=)

dE

till when i need to wait ur forgiveness??
im awaes forgive ue fr ur mistakes...
mine??when...

im dead...

2009-04-27T12:12:00.002+08:00

heys readers...im blogging todae...
didnt came to school todae as i gt reasons...
my second dae being hospitalised...
huhm, quite tiring at hospital...
schedule todae, went for an xray...to know wats wrong with hand...
the nite cycling collided tingy....some ppl knew it...=)
after spending 2++hrs at xray wards, results came....knew wat??
doc suspect notin happen to my hand....KNN!!
my hand cant move...espiacially the middle finger lo...=(
notin can be seen....walao...stupid doc..
technology damn sucks....as aweas...haha....
well, i mayb discharged tomorrow, tats the doc says...since notin happen to me....
haha, but i still gt fever...let me stay doc....
btw, i brought my lappy to hospital....ltr not bored man...haha
n i cn blog siah....haha
kk enough of it...to the neat bllog...
tadaaaaaaaaa....=)

just i need to hold myself to the dae i vanish it all....
forgive my mistake at once....
just that you, cn u???

itS just i neEd to reAliSed it...

2009-04-25T20:30:00.002+08:00

heys readers,
well im myself rite now...thnx tto my fwens who wake me up...
im not in myself for the whole 2 weeks...my mind is everywhere...
i cant tink to focus...i not focus in wat im tinkin rite now...

i make some mistake...which really, i cant do anitin...
huhm...well, all i need to do now is;
i need to be myself andi need to take the fact that is has happeen...
=)well all i need rite now i need to relax myself....
readers,imsowie if i ever hurt you...=(

dE

heys ppL...

2009-04-20T09:04:00.002+08:00

heys, im back here!!!
to the very next blog of mine...

well my stories goes on sat...
which the day i went to nite cycling...
the day i fetch my grandma from airport...
the stories starts here...;

well, on sat is my happiest day i had...
arnd 9+ i went out to my grandma house...n arrived arnd 10..
thn lpak2 at there...by 12 noon, get out of my grandma house,
head to changi airport...n the airplane she took has landed....
yeah, i saw her man...goin out from the immigrations...hahaha
n knew wat, she was seating on the wheelchair...coz she not feeling to well...
she gt asthma...pathetical..=(
thn headed to punggol to eat...all my uncles n auntie are at there...
arnd 2++, i step my leg out from my grandma house n headed towards sengkang...

during my journey n arrival at sengkakng...;
i took 83 from punggol to sengkang...damn far, but atleast i reach on tyme..haha
met fyra at banquet sengkang, heade to pasar malam...
bought things such as oreo, sweets n mentos yogurt...yummy..
its for tonite cycling...
well, thn we all eat at LjS....btw i was with fyra. liyana n aishah....
aftr we ate. headed to B4...carpark>>>>hahaha
wow, aishah drove man....ford focus...thats a cool car...haha
huhm, headed to ECP n reach arnd 5+....
chit chat with zahrin n zurais was fun....keep on laughing like hell...
then came along sadiQ...laughing like hell again...haha
came along ibuk aden, sayin" cn u guys help me??"
"oh...ya...sure, y not!!.., btw wat was it??"
"oh, cn help me take the bcycle there, it park over the othr side"
"oh kae..."
then we headed to the shop to fetch the bcycle n park to our area where we
suppose to register...haha...
tiring man...run here n there...n i was sweating alots...
haha. its seven++ n i had nt yet registered...
nearly 8 thn i register myself...haha...
have change at the toilet n n haha..i change man..
haha...thn i book my bcycle n yeah, im happie...hahahaha
well, flag off arnd 10 n headed to kallang for our pit stop....haha...
we have rest ahahahahahah...n a drink was given to us...;
after half an hour, we flag off again n headed to marina barage...
during thr journey to marina, we ahve to cycle slowly...to many truck was arnd...
n the place is quite quiet n creepy for me....haha n i just cycle...
yeah, marina barage i reach...n rest arnd an hour at there...super at there too...
by 2+, we flag off again to kallang n back to ECP...n yah, we rest again as we all was tired...
n slept awhile....zzzzzzzzzzzz....=)
aftr it was all donE, i heade hime n thnx to aishah to sending me bck...=)
n sleep at home...till 3+..hahaha

during nite cycling, something happen to me;
something worst happen...
i just hoope it will be okae aftr a week...
oh god, pls cure my hand...
im still young...;

regards;
dE

2009-04-17T10:31:00.004+08:00

17042009..

frIdaE...

kmill was fun...i love mr chua class...

he the great among the best one...

get to design something...haha..

n knew wat, i get my own codes after producing

it one of my design...yeah...

huhm, enough of class right now...

my stories bout yesterdae...

16042009;

class starts at 1330 hrs....n i came in to class at 1350...

i was late...huhm, bt atleast i get to go in...haha...

it was kmill theory..haha....damn sleepy..wtd...

i do listen to mr chua...n i studied....exams is near siah...

next month...end of may...haha=)

aftr class, i went to tamp...wanting to meet farahLiYanA...

but but but...

wen i reach there, she gone wit her fwens...wtd...=(

then i heade to ite semei to meet shaharudin...

lpak wit hym at CE...hasha...

met shah fwens and lpak with them was a great tyme...

stay at CE till 1830 hrs...then headed to tamp...

to have dinner...=) @ QIJI...

great dinner i had....seated at the tyme of 1850 till 2020 hrs...

longest dinner i had...n i had fun during dinner...

n i was full in tummy...=)brrrrrrrrrpppppppppp.....

then i headed home...yeah...

to the next bLoG...cya=)

still waiting for you..

wen will i get to c u..

missin in my heart is damn..

i love u syg..

2009-04-13T09:54:00.002+08:00

monday...

13042009...
back to school todae...
was a great one...
seeing my fwens, make my smiles fresh on...
been missing my fwens...
haha...was really great...

wanna know sometin wat happen tis mwnin...
huhm...
i did it...i msg her...
who??my gal lah...
walauweh...imy her sooo much...
she had attachment todae....her first dae...
wish her gd luck in her attachment...
she miss me too...haha...lol

well, mondae was my half day class...ends at 12...
HSM- high school musical...haha...nolah
its high speed material...a computerised design...

huhm...---)
so i tink..not tink, im sure its end to my conversations now...
haha...not tink i end it up...to the next post cmng yaw...
yepidi yepedi...

toodles;
dE
1000hrs

2009-04-05T11:56:00.001+08:00

im just bored n im just bored...
aint doin nothing home...
been goin out lately...
lots of stuff need to settle...

I don't feel the "Thing" yet.
Maybe it is too soon, let's know each other much better.
I don't feel that missed that much.
Maybe because you are always away.

2009-03-30T21:30:00.002+08:00

Earth Hour Singapore 2009!!!!

yaw...im back after a long vacations...

sight seeing been in my memories in all my mind...

all i could do is flashback...remembering it again....

last satuRday, haad a great tymegoing out from morning to late nite...

mwnin, went to TP...

had a AYG trainning till 5+...headed to tamp int wit ann =)...

met azlie doinks2....sight seeing at toy r us...!!!

haha...went to NTUC fair price, bought tings for later...

Earth Hour babe...!!!

haha....huhm, meet buk aden sama husna at ntuc si....

haha...nn i had a great tyme man....

pic available at my facebook....

at this link yaw...

http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/album.php?aid=71307&id=703402409&ref=nf

hahaha...do looks at it yaw....

toodles;

DE MUZZ

2009-03-23T20:53:00.002+08:00

im bored n im bored man!!

had been havin a sling mood lately!!!

yyy???

just i hope this feeling i gone within my appreance...

im sowie if make you ppl hurt or soever...

im sowie....nn i will bring my smiles back again....

- DE MUZZ

- 23032009 -

2009-03-19T23:02:00.002+08:00

to my deaRest ANN;

thnx...i love this pic alots...

smiles are shines next to me...

love you ANN :)

toodles;

De Muzz

2009-03-19T22:11:00.003+08:00

CelebRating my GrandpA b'dAe

the swensens LoGo..

the GlasseS of SwenSens

my family mUm side

the WhoLe Stretch TabLe we SaT

it them aGain...

190309

well...yesterdae...huhmz...went to swensens, celebrate my grandfather 68th birthday...

had eaten...fish n chip...well, my mum side had their own food...and ya it was totally delicious...hahass...

huhm, bte...its long enough i havent been there...!!lol isnt it...

btw im bit lazy now to type...sowie yaw...

back to one topic...;

someone: im willing to change !

me: oh really...prove it man...

someone: i will...insyallah..

me: okae...lets see...but im no aint aite...

someone: y ue sayin like this....?r ue hatin me...??

me: nope...not at all...what is there to hate ue??notin man...!!it just i really can take the fact....i hope ue understand wat i said...im not talking by ur back,ue need to realise...

Someone: takpe. i understand now. but really sorry, hope u forgive me.. im a human, i tend to make mistakes

me: human do make mistake but we intend to realise it...until ppl do speaks up....n everyone deserve a chance...allah tk prnah tk kasi peluang...rite...huhm, n i do long enough forgave ue...

someone: well thank you.. but i know its too late for things to go back.. hais

me: well, dun mentions it....huhm, just i hope ue realise it....nn btw im still angry with you lah....but i hope everything will be orite by then...

well, im fine that it just fuckin bitch to me...n ya i dun mind yaw...jgn terase...

niee reka2 semata-mata...LOL

toodles;

De Muz

2009-03-16T21:30:00.002+08:00

16032009

the dae i doom!!!
woke up arnd 1000 hrs...gettin ready to go school...
huhm it was raining from dawn till now...its cold as in im in the cold city...
shiverring all the way...
huhm..step from my house to tampines int...it was raining....
seated in the bus alone....just few of us was in there....
huhm...just that im sleeping...
n n n N yah it was raining heavily...

purpose goin to school is i gt Student Council Meeting for the Year 1...
LOL.....:)

huhm....my hp was silent all the way since saturday...great man...
save my p8...lope...hahahah

well, im bit lazy now to type...so i think thats it man....

love you people man....

For ann bEloved, thnx yaw for everything....thnx for being there beside me yaw...
and lets starts afresh with lifes...fwens eva...
:)huhm.....

to the NexT blOg yAw!!!!

toodles;
De :)

2009-03-12T21:05:00.004+08:00

12032009..

the powerful daes i had todae...

woke up around 6+....
gettin ready for school...
step my leg out from house, nearly 7...
took 37 to tampines int...
as weird todae;
normally i walk faster...but but
today, i walk too slow asi was a bit lazy...
reach tamp int, took 23 to school...

otw to school, msg kam to meet me at BK MRT stations...
upon reaching, kam was waiting for me...
and well,i was lazy to walk todae...
reach schol as per nrml....my class lecturer wasntin class...
was told to came bck arnd 10+...gt class clash todae...
huhm, went cnteen with my classmate...
eaten 2 plain prata at 1.20...yummy...but my throat is giving me throwing...
i cant stuff food inside my tummy...its stop wenever i eat...
times flew too fast...10+, headed to class...
met my class lecturer, sayin todae class postponed to next week...yeeehaaa....
next class at 1330 hrs...damn long siah...otw....meet mr chua...
we sychohym...no needclass ah...postponedit tonext week...
well, he gavesus the answer, guess wat??? he said okok lah...todae class cancel...
thnx mr chua...:)

then me,kam, hafiz n ann headed to ICA...hafiz needs to collect his passport...
we just accompany him there...LOL...but it was fun...
took 145 to ICA Building....waited nearly an hour at there...
once done with the collections, headed to bugis...it was bored...
went mac, eat chicken mcnugget..yummy...my favourite...
well, then headed to bugis street, kam wantedto see t-shirts....
haha, then we went separates way...we went home...kem took 80 to hm;
while me n hafiz took 12 to hm, but i need to go ite simei...meet my gal...hahaha
huhm, waited for her long enough...:)3 hours waited for her...but nvrmind..i dun mind at all...
went to relax at CE SC room with shah...lpak beb!!!!...:)
went for my prayers at ite simei...haha...LOL...:)
huhm...aftr i sat long enough at ite simei, headedhome...;
and her i am typing my blog for you ppl who wish to noe my daily stories...
like duhh...:l

btw,
i may wat i am...
i may being bad enough...
just please ppl...i want to be free...
just get out of my life...
dun wish tho...
im sorry...i had to...im suffocated enough...

For ann; please delete that pic..pls...im begging
i hate that part...:(
just that i dun really like jokes at times...
but atleast;im trashing that away...
for the pic, pls delete it...thnx eh...:(

I want a life that;
With full of surprises.
With full of inspiration.
With full of hopes and dreams.

But then,
ITS HAPPEN TO ME EVRYTIME...:(

toodles;
De

2009-03-08T12:11:00.003+08:00

i had been havin a slight bad mood this days...
yest, saturday....went to 4PM for my volunteering werk...
kinda tired with my " Benjol eyes" haha...huhmmzz....
totally damn tired...waited HFZ nearly an hour bdok int....
took 60 to 4PM....tats was LOL...huhmz...start my werk at 4PM...
ask my groups to cut out papers...for the children to paste ltr...

huhmzzz...ANN wasnt there yesterday....
had been msgher, but but but.....
she didnt replies one back...tho....*sigh*
nevermind...i dont mind...

oops, yest morning went joggin wit wan....at ITE simei stadium...
thats was LOL....at first went to tamp stadium, but but...
it was being reserved by some organised....went to bdok stadium...
and and and, it still the same ting...at there got some school havin sports day....
then, heade toitesimei stadium....hahah exploring....damn tired till todae....
my eyes is still swallon from yesterday....huhmzzzz....

met my mum n sis at Changi Airport...chit chat.....till 9+...
relaz at Mcdonald T3....then headed to Afganistan...meet my Elder sis...
eat eat n eat....then heade home....home sweet home...yesh...i wentto sleep!!!

thats all for today....

till the next blog....toodless....

De Muzz

the daes i had been doing today

2009-03-05T21:33:00.004+08:00

the daes i had today...

well, as for today;

the 5th march 2009...i had a betta life with my best buddies...ANN n HFZ...

they are the best after all.... we went to 4PM todae...havin interviews at there...

once finsih the interviews, waited for aden...and durint the time waiting;

de, ann n hfz had a fun time...playing wrestling...got no idea what to do...

lol...haha...huhmzzz...

guess what, hfz/de VS ann....guess who had wins....

Score sheets...

hfz/de VS ann

Round 1-- 0- 1

Round 2-- 1 -0

Round 3-- 0- 1

Round 4-- 1 -0

Round 5-- 1 -0

________________________

Semi-Final 1 0

________________________

Final 1 0

________________________

Total 4 2

Winner: HFZ/DE

yeah..the guys wons the FA Cups...haha....

huhm...tiring after that....went to the Macdonald....

bought some food.....

2 Large fries, 1 Large Ice Lemon Tea, 6 Pieces Nugget....and Peppers...

huhum....Food??picture above...the first...

well, after 7+, went home...was tiring.....

thnx to HFZ n ANN...for your time spent playing together...

lets pplayed it again next time aite....

well, i tink thats for todae...

toddless;---

De Muzz

too bored with it

2009-03-03T20:10:00.002+08:00

Yaw!! i guess im back here again...

LOL isnt it?? haha...humzz...

well, pic??haha...you want it...??

aite ppl reading my blogs, im here sayin that im selling off my PSP at a special price...

Well, ita a new versions....Versions 5.02 Gen-A(Full), Windows Vista Mode....special editions..

haha....price, im still looking at it...

kk, thats enough of that part...

my stories is upahead...

030309, the dae i was dozed off...waking up at 11 am, n thats was WOW!!!
too weak too wake up, hp had 12 missed calls n 21 messages....that hell to me...

eats my breakfst n lunch....step my feet out from house at 2pm...takin 28 from tampines to bedok resevoir park, Alone... i had Cross Country...Damn it man...it was raining....drizzling...

cold blooded to the head siah...met Ann n si Mangkuk Tingkat tepi Joo Chiat Complex at bus stops...well, i not hatin hym or so called i dun like hym....his weird to me...hahaha..no offence eh ain, if u're reading this...i hate this part!!!LOL

mving on, after the race ended, went home straight, leavin them behind...took a nap for an hour was enough for me...and i was all woke up till now...

typing my blog to the end of my storie today....

this the way i are...not the way you are...

different thinking from yours...different thinking from mine...
the way i wish, not the wish you wish...

well; come closer to my world,

sunshine n stars appeared in your faces....

happines i gavin to you, leavin sadness behind;

leavin your past away, start refreshing...

toodles;

De Mustapha (:

these daes i had

2009-03-01T00:05:00.005+08:00

Heys..
had a typical daes i had ago...
im sick all the way...
sore throat,fever,coughn almost lost my voice...
1 week plus i had been in this state
until when???haiiixx
had a hard time this summer...
kept thinking...
my mind is everywhere...
my stories on friday...
had a hard time waking up...
my eyes are still in the sleepping mode;
my body was half paralysed;
but i made itto bath and to school..
make my way to the bus stop;
bus was damn SLOW;
reach interchanges arnd 7.30;
class start at 8am...
i was late,but the bus took me to school was damn great...
reach school, met kamsani to classes
told teacher, cn i do the practical phase test first??
as i was not feeling too well...and he understand..
i finish my test arnd 10am...cool....off clssroom, lay my head down,take a nap...
msg ann, how she??she too was sick...was pity...
iwas being infected by her..but its cool,i love to be sick...
after lunch,off to the auditorium at 1, student council meeting....
soon, sooner, i will resign from student council...
i need to rest...my responsibility to my family is lessser than SC...
so now, i need to think for my family...
sc meeting ended 3.30...wow...off to class...
no one was in class...they went off home wothout tellin me...
i hate this part...and well, im off to tampines cc, to get their logo for bursary..
and well to home...
sleep all the way till nite appears...

to my dearest ANN n Am. thnx alots...
you are the best in me....thnx for everything...

imay be happy to you seeing me now;
but in my heart, im suffering deeply...

i be living shorter than you living longer;
as im seriouly sick right now...

my smiles are being publish to your smiles;the double it is...
my happinessin in my N your hand

if you are reading this; sayin a big thnx to you...
Nurul Ain & Amyrull, thnx alot for your smiles in me...
you make my daes shines as sunny...

till the next.........

Regards De Mus;

2009-02-23T23:31:00.005+08:00

Well

it just another dae came todae...

i was just bored this daes...

Monday BluEs.

headed to School...

EDM, was bored....

ReVisioN all the Way...

huhm, i wrote it DoWn on my note Book...

couldnt write all in one tyme...

he was too fast...

after class;

headed Student council Room....

played DjMax...

huhm, was bored..discuss on my camps...

just that....haha

grin lite yaw...

thnx razak...

for helpin me out...

headed home via 23 to tamp

to 293 to hm...

went shop near home,

bought donuts..

yuMMy!!!

reach home...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

till 6+..

hahah...

was wake till now!! hahaha

well, tats just from me...

the says i was to say..

the word is the word i had to word...

the way is the way i are...

the life is life i had...

so the conclusions is,im happie tired...

haha

till to the next post..

salam...

toodless;

2009-02-16T14:20:00.000+08:00

Loneliness is …..
The empty feeling that comes from within
Loneliness is ……
The longing to share your thoughts and feelings with someone who’ll listen
Loneliness is ……
Reaching out for open arms to find none there
Loneliness is …..
Standing in a crowded room but feeling alone
Loneliness is …...
Picking up the phone but having no one to call
Loneliness is …...
Knowing there is no one thinking of you
Depression is …..
Feeling alone
Depression is …..
Knowing this will never change
Depression is …..
Knowing your best isn’t good enough
Depression is …..
Knowing nothing you do matters
Depression is ......
Realizing your best days have gone
Depression is …..
Looking forward to the end
Depression is …..
Knowing no one really cares that you are looking forward to the end

2009-02-14T10:44:00.001+08:00

Strange thing happened one day
Someone thought they heard someone say
Gotta face new drections
Get new expectations
Strange thing happened one day
Get rid of complications
Free yourself from frustrations
Gotta control depression
Gotta control this depression
Strange thing happened today
I thought I heard somebody say
Get rid of complications
Free yourself from frustrations
Gotta control depression
Gotta control this depression
Strange things will happen one day
You think you hear somebody say
Gotta face new directions
Get new expectations
Strange thing will happen one day
You think you hear somebody say
Get rid of complications
Free yourself from your frustrations
Gotta control depression
Gotta control this depression.

2009-02-06T18:58:00.001+08:00

You are kind, caring, and empathetic.

A lot of warm energy radiates from you.

And it's not an act - you truly like people.

You get a charge from people being around you.

You are are easy going and very socially adaptable.

You're willing to overlook peoples' quirks.

You enjoy meeting people from all walks of life and helping them if you can.

Giving makes you feel good.

lost in thought

lost in love

lost in death

lost without love

lost lost lost

im always lost

lost in with the love im with

lost in this world

lost in the way of life

lost in the way we are l

ost in the way of crooks

lost lost lost

why is everbody lost

in this world im lost

2009-02-01T12:13:00.004+08:00

Hatred in you...
Hated in me...
well,
i dont hate you...

you think of who you are...
think twice in it...

im sayin truth...
not a fussy messy story...
up to you...

i says...
what i has to say
what i feels is wrong in it...

tired
tired of everything
sicked...
im sicked you know...
ur feels of knowing it??
HAHAHA...
none..
dream on...

which is important in you??
your shopping online
or
instead helping me out to update,
although
you knewtat i was bz tat dae,
with my
school projects..

sense of humanity??
where??

dun ever tinks of your own way...

i dun understand...

askin ur help??

by saying??

no use...

show me how, then i understand...

tired of your ways...

thnx of your ways...

atleast i try to understand it...

although;

you said it ONCE...

my ways

thinking creative

enough

be good

that im here

all this while, when i do

why not complain??

it still the very same format now...

change abit...

thats all

Blog

update

your ways, underline

dun know where...??

go HTML,underline

understand...

Hey!!

you says, i scratching head

hahaha

i dun understand

a single code...

headachekin

i try to understand

atleast, i noe how to do it now...

thnx for that...

you says once, i understand it

although i dun...

thnx...

it is wrong?

complaning

which i find it wrong??

ask your help

do it yourself. ask other people

who....??/

no one know its..

for goodness sake

im steeping into you era of age

you had

step so high

all this while

you says

update, sms

okok

i do...i do sms

blog;

calenders

stud bio data

post it

ideas

all i do!!!some were ue

if you are reading this;

great

i dun call people names...

unlike you

i respect my loves ones!!!

watever you are...

changing my blog...?

dreaming it on...

for what??/

it has all happened

bear with it...

the camps

the proposals.

i domyself??

FYI

i dong it wit Qaiyuum

dun says by it looks..

open ur eyes big enough...

conflicts in it..

im ready wit it

why should i be afraid.

dream on!!

aliving it!!

pls

understand

im steping you era of age

the next step of era...

im 17, ue 20

im trying to be like ue...

to understand

the concepts of it..

there notin i has to say

its all happened...

anyway thnx...

i appreciate it alots

im changing...

just for the ppl

i care/loves

most

toodles;

2009-01-29T18:02:00.003+08:00

Heys, Fwen out there!!!

i'm back....
editing the blog again...
well, giving noted to you all...
i maybe changing my blog URL again...
plannin too...

huhm...

times flies too fast....
daes being darken...
sun disappeared...
moon shows it apperance to me...
stars shinning my eyes...
nature winds blew my face...
peace i found in it...
relieve i find to it...
all are gone within it...

vibrating headachekin...
through my head...
"BOMBS"...
n
"BOMBS"...
continously...

fevering
n
shevering...
up n down...
the temperature...
huhm...

didnt go Doc...
y???
family reasons y...

well,...

I had a great time today.
Hahaha.
i hope i doin the rite tings...
for my SC cliques...
i'm sorry guys...
had been troubling ue guys...
luckily, this one gal...
awakin me up before its too late...
thnx soooo much....

well,
signing off
1828hrs

toodless
Mus aka De

heys Out there!!!

2009-01-23T21:03:00.004+08:00

heys Fwen i noe...

sorry for the late Update...

bzing wit SC stuff...

hope you ppl understand...

well...

23 January 2009;

an another Ordinary day for me;

fevering N shivering;

fevering,

the past one week;

still had fever till now,

1 week,

fever all the way...

y??

i'm tired...

totally tired...

need time to rest...

hope the Chinese New Year,

can bring me rest all the way,

but, BUT, BuT;

i have tons of SC works to settle...

AAAHHH....

organised a camps,

overall incharge for the camp,

totally headachekin me alot...

proposal aft proposal...

this headachekin me alots..

well,

enough of this...

bad mood all the way...

mood swing past few daes...

just wishing,

people could leave me awhile...

i got to MIA...

i had to...

well, haha...

my blog,

is my blog...

my says....

you cant judge it...

you can complain it...

i had no answer for it...

toodles;

mus

Yeas Man..

2009-01-12T21:29:00.002+08:00

Yolah.

toodles to all my friend...
Missin ppl this few daes away..
still finding who am i missing...

who could be the one??
thinking the ony one...

met my EX GF todae...
coincidents..

she looks nicer than bfore...
till noow;
she still loves me..
am i worship her love??
i too love her alot...

1 year...
she waited...
for me...
my ans to re-patch...
but i couldnt..
as;
her parent didnt like both of uss...
reasons??
let her study..
i fulfill it...
but,
now??
pls, i love her soooo much...
y cant we be together back??

ahahaha...

hope we repatch back by next month..
she got a routine,
that y i love her...
miss independent...

haha...

todae>>>

120120009

Changee the old sc notice board,
to the new one,
brand new one...
brand new colours...
sacrifices my time doing it..
wit Sue...
yeah, proud of it..
first to rate??
mr ginno...he liked it alos..
nice combinations of color...

yeah, we made it..
next..
getting ready for the CCA fair Held next week..
yeah...
need to banners....
for the new intake...
haha...

yah, toodles from me..

toodles
Mustapha

c ya ltr in the next blog..

Take a bow

2009-01-11T16:42:00.002+08:00

my FaV Songs, And yeah..

The flowers are faded
now Along with your letters
They will never
See the light of day
‘Cause I’ll never take them out
And there’s no turning back
It’s for the better
Baby I deserve
More than empty words and promises
I believed everything you said
And I gave you the best I had

Chorus So take a bow
‘Cause you’ve taken everything else
You played the part
And like a star you played it so well
Take a bow
‘Cause this scene is coming to an end
I gave you love
All you gave me was pretend
So now Take a bow
The future’s about to change Before you know it
The curtain closes
Take a look around
There’s no one in the crowd I’m throwing away the pain
And you should know that
Your performance It made me stronger now

Chorus
Well it must of been sleight of hand
‘Cause I still can’t understand
How I could never see
Just what a fool believes
But the lies they start to show
Tell me how does it feel to know right now
That I won’t be around So baby before I put you out

Chorus

Chorus

So take a bow

and yerp2...

09012009;
Heys,
tat dAe,
headed to school...
workshop studies dae...
hated it...
and yerp2..
friday prayers at st michael area...
class starts at 1..
came to class rite aftr my prayers...
2+ arrive...
3:30 blah from class...
got sometin one...
me, ain N izwan...
headed to toa payoh....
met shariena And ImaH...
at MacDonald HBD HUB...
Then took bus to Mediacorp...
lost in directions...
got down from the bus...
took a taxi...
5 person....
no in fit...
2 taxi we took...
reach Mediacorp...
kak yati paid the taxi fares...
yeah...
Ushering at Mediacorp....
TAA Sinaran Hati Show( Charity Show)
had fun....
could see all the Artist and well Known People...
great..took pic with Syed Azmir, fauzi laili, and etc..
Receptions with them till 12am...
grab a taxi to Home...
cost me $24.80..
Midnight charge...
well, HSH...

Toodless;
Mustapha

baby i'm back,heyah

2009-01-04T11:10:00.001+08:00

heys,

dumble daes flews...

wendy windy,flew leaf away...

suni sunny, shine me todae...

rani Rains, wet the city...

cody cloudy, huhm...breeze the daes..

well, i not some sort in the mood this few daes coming...

huhm, 2009,well,a new chapter starts again..
leaving the 2008 behinds...
memories in 2008...
makin a new memories in 2009...
miss ppl in 2008..
hope to c the ppl in 2008 in 2009...

well,
had alots of fun time i made in 2009...

1st January 2009,
headed to ECP wit my Family N sides...
picnic there, n yupyup...
had bath at the sea as ages i had not been there...
finally,
i get to swim at the sea..
salty water wash my mouth...
saliva threwing out to the sea,
as it saltiness...
grab a bicycle, cost me 7 bucks..
cycle from my gathering point to Mac,
20 min journey...
had caramel frappe at 4:50 at Mcafe...
had it all the way back to my gathering point...
had injuries at my legs,
blood flowing at my leg;
having fun playing UNO wit cousins...
UnExpectedly, izan came wit his family...
picnic wit us..
haha..LOL

and anD;
Rains came to us...
downpour us,and wet us..
leaving ECP wit happiness left behind,
taking sadness back to homez...
feeling misses in my heart of ECP...
well,i can go ther again...but,
bz wit my stuff...

Problems after problems came to me...
wanna be free from all this tings...
but but;
what to do isn't?
haha, well,

gtg toworld i headind now...

2009,
hope i be perfect..
LOL

Signing off,
Mustapha
1215hrs..

2008-12-25T13:52:00.003+08:00

22 december 2008

the unseen world had been seen in my eyes

pic above,

the nicest place in SG

the longest bridge..

the forest Park

Located 2.9 km aft Henderson Waves..

yeah, tiring walking there..

headed there wit aida, sue, fazul, danial and Att...

heade to Habourfront food Centre, had dinner, singgah Vivo city,

hahaha, huhm, top Roof, to relax....

and that it, went home taking 65 From Habourfront Int till Tampines Via Orchard,

hahaa, lighting at orchard was damn great..

and i think that all

to all the next Post....

Mustapha

25 DecemBer 2009

1415hrs

Merry Christmas!!!

huhm, yeah

2008-12-18T21:09:00.003+08:00

LOL....

yeah..pic?? nice rite...LOL

took it at my grandparents house at b'dok!!!lol

the nicets man!!!

and yup yup...

18 December 2008,

doing nothing at all

bored all the way

played psp

bored also

LOL isn it

haha..

miss ue ppl

especially my seniors SC...

miss ue guys leh

wanna go out wit ue guys one day!!!

tc aite...

signing off at 2115hrs....

hey yolah

2008-12-15T22:59:00.004+08:00

hey, yolah

i'm back haiya...

huhm, great life i had know...
staying at home all the way till next year,bored man..
yola...

huhm,had fun going out wit sc ppl, great ot spend wit them, and i almost forget my responsibilities at home,helping my mum...

16 December 2008

helping my mum in gardening...
helping my mum cleaning my house...
helping my mum cooking...
and yeah, hope fun was there...
and yup2, all the way yaw....

tagged Replieds:

Kenny: thnx yaw!!!
Haeirul: yup2, i changes it again...
sue: nice blog??lol,haha, thnx yaw sue, urs too nice to wat!!
Razak: thnx for the Relinks it..thnx!!
Fazul N Zahier: thnx also for the relinks...

and yupyup, my blog is too my blog!!!!

Total Absence of Humor renders Life ImPossible

2008-12-15T22:46:00.009+08:00

Total Absence of Humor renders Life ImPossible

The tendency of particular cognitive experiences to provoke laughter and provide amusement.

The Humour is and what social function it serves.

The embodiment of a collective mindset comes to mind.

The analysis of group-identities and what calls a life-plan seems relevant.

The meant to undergo a reeducation process meant to imbue a modern ‘life-plan’ which aimed for a house and a richness expressed by filled bank account.

Total Absence of Humor renders Life ImPossible,

15 December 2008

to Leading to the world off

to bear to the world of dustiness

to bearing to the world of darkness

to the unknown world

to where i may be

to the world i may be gone

to the darkness of unseen

to the unseen that i may seen

to the world beyond it

been away

hp was straight 4 day off

no one could enter mine world

no there to cntct

no there to distrub me

shut the way up

irritate by you ppl

hate you ppl

lazineess in cntct ppl

laziness in everything

the odds,

the alternative,

could save my prepaid

saving the future of my hp

no usage of using it

funtion are off

all are gone

anitin will be gone.....

signing off

at 2335hrs

15 December 2008

HARI RAYA HAJI !!!!

2008-12-09T00:05:00.005+08:00

First and the First,
Wish you ppl,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!

heys, me bck again, wishing my fellow Muslim fwen,
Selamat Hari Raya to you ppl i noe....
Huhm...seems it really a normal day for me BUT BUT,
it was rainning from yest nite till today evening!!!LOL....

Mum, cook our Compulsory dishes- Daging Sambal!!!,
together with Nasi Minyak, and cake Marble and 1 BuBur(i dun know what the name...LOL)!!!yeah....

then off to my only nenekz(DaDs Side) house at Punggol,
then headed to my nenekz (mum side) house at Bedok Reservoir...

haha..LOL...kk, gtg...
update Real Soon!!!!!

Edited by Mustapha,
At 0012Hrs.

the Tuesday!!

2008-12-02T12:50:00.000+08:00

LOL....

haha, yest was the greatest time i had...

hanging up at CE SC....great man...

met up wit my two buddies, Rashid n Sod...

and yeah dun forget, too hanging out wit their president, Wan (@_@)

it was really great to went down there...had the fun chatting and even challenges in our chatting!! i was ther arnd 3+ and went hm arnd 8+, wow!!haha LOL!!!

went dinner but but BUT, i couldnt make it, as my mum is nagging at home!!!haha LOL

then went straight hm, letting the othrs went dinner....bored leh...

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yea, this is not for you ppl, just meant for this one girl.

she is a girl which really doesnt really appreciate in wat ppl did for her...pls god, open her mind wide and yup pls, let her know what her truly so called her mistake. Let we as her friends, atleast can talk to her in a way of calmness....but it was HER, her which really cant appreciate it alots....hmmm sometimes she is just too stuborn to listen or heed people's advice, coz if we do that to her, she will try to defend her guilt but if you think again wouldn't it be a habit???, well it is up to her to decide whether to change & learn from her mistakes.only god knows what is she is thinking right now!!!!.sometimes I pity Fazul for his kindness & stupidity to have trust in her while fazul also having own personal problem,haizzzz!!!!!! can you open ur MIND, AND THINK?? you cant always think THAT YOU ARE THW ONY ONE WHO HAD PRO"s....think of others...

NO ONE IN THIS WORLD IS PERFECT...get it.think over it...HE have given u many chances but did u take notice of it...HE give HIS best to trust u...but HE just find out the truth...after what u say to HIM TILL today...HE just want to say a 'BIG THANK YOU' to u for being HIS best friend all this time...HE dont know why HE just feel tat u have totally changes. HE just a soft hearted guy who always been bullied even by a girl rite...than go ahead and do it...coz HE believe tat what ever ppl do to HIM one day ppl will do back to them...so pls realise...HE dont even know why HE cried alot for u...just want to let u know...pls be urself like last time...HE first fall in love wth u...and HE wish u nw gd luck in makings at decisions tat ur going to make may all bless u and what ever u did... and ya thanks for making HIM like this tml is HIS exams thanks for giving HIS brains to wrk...bye BITCH< fucker, selfish, mangkuk, bengap, bdh....

for YoU PpL I LoVeS

2008-12-01T17:53:00.000+08:00

Heys, still remembering the flash back at our Student Council Investiture 08..
Miss the Event so much alot!!!
still remembering the rehearsels all...
still remebering the day we start trainnings.
and well, still remembering My Senior's alot..
this blog really for eveyone that knows me....
And for 'passerby' i know who you are!!!
yeah, i dun mind you ppl reading.... have fun!!!!
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For Aida...
You make my life really quite open. you make me more matured to think of others and yup2, dun think to ourself. And yeah, i really misses you all in SC.... yeah, we ppl dun really understand wat ue want, but keep relising itt, and yeah, i know i had done some mistake with you about the puntuality....but atleast i do make it every sc's events!!!i'm really sorry!!!! I love n not because of who you are but because of who I am when I am with you.Neither man nor women is worth yours tears and the one who is won’t make you cry.Just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to, doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can’t have them.Never frown, even you are sad because you never know who is falling in love with you.To the world that you may be one person, but to me, you may be the weird.May be god wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.Don’t cry because it is over, smiles because it has happened.Whatever happened, its happens with its own reasons.Every word that you gave me it to me is always in my mind.Every smile that you gave it to me is always in my eyes.Every love that you gave it to me is always in my heart.People say a smile is a gift from God since I know you, and you always make me smiles.I guest you are a gift from god to me.

For Kenny,
although ppl hate his behaviour, he is rock man!!! he is cool babe!! now i understand him...last time i too dun like him, but at once, get to be more closer, really cool werking with him..really great...gonna miss him alot siah.. .
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For my Incoming Exco's and members...
Pls Read This Blog!!!

Firstly,
For my Dearest Incoming President, Fazul...
really great that you are the next president for our batch..yeah!!
i hope i can really work wit you ppl...
The one that I can depend on whenever I had some misunderstanding with his batch of council. He is able to listen to whatever I said and able to implement it. Watched you grow, groom you to be a better person. It's a pleasure working with you, Fazul. lead your team of council well.Believe in yourself that you're able to pull it through. Treasure the moments working with your EXCOs. Don't mind me saying this, from the bottom of my heart, I've always treated Fazul as my loyal friend, junior and SUCCESSOR.

Zahier...
Well Zahier, had fun working with you. Got zapped by your torchlight. Zahier, I'm leaving my trust in you so that you can do a good job as a GS aite!!
he the most best guy, which can really make good interact with all the other members and yeah, lead sc br well, help fazul aite...

Sheikh...
sheikh, sheikh....pls lah help fazul....help him in every way you can...dun let him do all the werk to be done by him....you as the vp, should help him, in any way you can!! but i'm sure you can work with fazul well...trust me...insyallah!!!

Sue....
pleas help me in PnC!!! and great to werk with you!!!we need alots of time doing the sc notice boards, sc blogs, and we could maintain it yeah...faster, we need to plan something for our sc notice boards....no much time now...needs planning yeah!!!huhm...

so that all i thinks so!!! yeah, hope you ppl success in watever way you all maybe taking!!!yeah...gd luck ppl i really love alots....really nice to meet you ppl all...kind misses you the seniors...contact us, soo we can go out together one day!!!

hugs and kisses,

Mustapha

Incoming Deputy PnC

Edited by Mustapha
at 6:10pm.

BYE byE!!
Next Post Coming Right After this Yaw...

2008-11-20T18:47:00.000+08:00

20112008

Heys me here...sorry Yaw!!!late Update...totally bz eith my stuff arnd me and yead i make a time to update my only blog here, and yup22, i made it yeah....huhm, pic i took??huhm...tats my bestie Buddies in my claSS...sHe the best yaw...nice kan?huhm, sorry ah guys, she's attached..haha...too bad....huhm, tell you ppl wat happen in skul today!!

Great, i went to school as per nrml, waking up arnd 6am, then got out from homez arnd 6.45am, went down to the first floor, and see the bus cmng, ran to the bus stop, yeah i get the bus....

took the bus to the InT, took 23 to school, and btw it was totally JAMMED from BedoK tiLl KallAng....god DamN iT yaw!!but luckily Reach in Skul in TiMe!!yeah....late for class, change to my practical dustcoat, went to the workshop and starts my werk i completed the work by 10am!!that was WOW!!!so fast....went for lunch at 11.30am, and i dun eat coz i didnt bring my wallet to school...ooohhh, so sad!!

having great seated with syahid, shahzarwan, Eizz and Syafiq...as we had not been meeting quite long, and had a great time with them!!!huhm, changing game...and knew what, atlast i get the game!! Need For Speed Undercover!!yeah....huhm, lunch time ended, went to the next class, had my mock test, and it was totally damn hard!!!****!!huhm, but atleast i noe how to do it!!!with my mind Relax, Take it easy, i able to concentrate!!!haha...huhmso right after class, went with my classmate to Hougang Mall, had a so called lunch at 3 at the LJS!!!haha i didnt eat yaw!!!c ony!!haha...LOL..arnd 4+, headed to bus stop, took 72 then chng to 81 to Home Sweet Home!!!LOL...yaw i think thats all.

Sorry guy if i didnt go to tHe ReHearsel Today!!Got Mock tEst all this Two WeeKs strAiGht!!

2008-11-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

10112008, Monday,

haha totally my bored day for me, as the whole day doing Milling at the werkshop!!!

god damn it seh, i was not feeling too well on that day, and yupyup.....had lunch with alifRazak, faZul and the other SC's which haha i cant remember them...sorry yaw!!huhm, having great eating with them awaes!!and yup aftr lunch, way back to the workshop, and blah blah balh!!!

then aftr class, fazul called saying wanna to meet me....huhm

and yup yup!!!haha went to the airport, purchase a sundaes>hot fudge!!!!yum yum....it my favourite!!! all the way YaW!!

then headed to HOMEZ!!!!home sweet home!!!

2008-11-08T19:27:00.000+08:00

Re CE Invest

6 Nov 2008

A day after my b'dae!!!haha

thur mwnin went to class and yup2 the afternoon class was being cancelled as all the teachers in ite balestier had a conference at HQ!!really great there no classes and yup2, lunch time went to SC's room to get my blazers and tie's....for the CE invest later on at night....

take my blazers and tie's went home straight and yup2, take a nap at home....sempat!!
haha woke up arnd 4+, get ready for the CE invest....arnd 5.50, went out to meet the jniors and seniors of SC's at tampines interchange!!!totally damn as lots of ite colleges there waitin for bus 31!!!!CE invest went great, bored went the CE principal had his speech, the perfomances, the CE pledges and yup2, Refreshments!!!totally hungry...take a few photos with CE friends!!!totally great!!!

AiiiiiiiiDDDaaa!!!!

Me, Sod N Dzul.....

Rashid, Mus N sod.....The Best BuddIesCE Sc and Clementi Sc.........Mus, Sod, Dzul N FaRah.....

The Colleges West SC's.......>>>up N down!!

CE President(wAn) N Farah( SC's Clementi)

and thats goes the CE invest day.....

e next dae!!

07112008,

slept all the way nite and woke up arnd 1000hrs, and yup chech my hp, sees ten msg from the SC's saying meeting is being push forward to 1100hrs...WTF!!!

quickly had my bath, get ready, take e blazres and tie's to be given back...haha!!took a bus to the int, and its 1100hrs, then went to the taxi stands, grab a taxi, went straught to school...no time to eat breakfast....

went for the meeting, and yup2,after that hang arnd canteen, ate two pieces of cheese prata, yummy...long time i had not eaten it!!!yumyum!!chat with my nly seniors>>AiDa, and e juniors too!!!hahaha

then headed to vivo city, to catch a movies ' HSM3 N Sing to the Dawn'!!!two in one day...hahareally fantastically!!!great fun...oops,btw OTW to vivo city i was with fazul and aida, the met Dzul in the train!!!they went to sentosa...hahaha!!!give time to them to had some FUN!!haha...jokin!!!had the movies, went rounds at vivo city, then hade back home via kovan stations, catch 81,Home sweet hoMe!!!

08112008, satUrday

woke up nearly daWn, arnd 6+, had bath then went out to meet Danial, suhailah N amirah at tamp Library nearly 7+, went straight to Woodlands, catch a train to Bukit batok.....had breakfast at MacDonald!!!then heade to ITE Bukit Batok to had my invest trainning!!!really damn ****!!they too strict!!!!my tummy really pains, and went to gents to accomplish my tummy to bo okae but, i vomitied twice.....empty Stomach!!text aida whether she had panadol, my head went boom booom boom!!!!vomited agin...take a rest, then its the end of trainning!!!YEAH!!!!wait for Lya, And Alif Razak to had kunch together, and something cropped up at home!!!didnt had time to have lunch with them!!!take a train to woodlands, took 168, the took 29 to home....eat medicines, went to sleep and that its...haha!!!!

P.S to Aida: last sentence i had to lied as you know the thruth!!!dun tell any1!!thnx Aida for concern towards me!!!

2008-11-03T21:07:00.000+08:00

Was Tagged By AIDA.

HuaHaHAx!!!

1. each players of this game is to starts off with tenwierd things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2. peopla who is being tagged need to write a blog offthier own weord things/habits/little knowfact as wellstated in the rule clearly.

3.at the end you need to choose ten people to be tagged and list their name!!

4. no tags back!!!

{1} hate people callin me MAT REP!!

{2} must had ipod all the way in my life!!!IPOD LOVER

{3} love to play toy car till NOW and can't leavi it!

{4} fast learners and tht yupyup!!!

{5} A restaurant guy, SweNsenS haha....

{6} care the persons tat i ReaLLy CaRe aLoTs!!!

{7} Patienteness NO.1!!!!

{8} Love To dress up alots and tats suits me and the color!!!

{9} FASHINIOSTA!!!haha

{10} love to make ppl smiles awaes!!!

you've been tagged!!!!
1. fazul

2. Aida

3. zahier

4. Aliff Razak

5. Suhailah

6. Darren

7. Qaiyumn

sorry guys....No links Anymore

2008-10-28T21:38:00.000+08:00

27102008

huhm..had a fight with someone that i really care just to fufill her wish...thats is my mum...saying must i get out of the house and do that stupid student councils and the photography sessions...haha...and i got out from the house with my mind easy....haha get out the house around 1.45 pm right i had done my prayer and yup board the bus to the MRT stations and get it straight to Raffles!!huhm, waiting fazul and aida can get me to die...waited around an hour!!!!fuck off!!!!waited as in i am stupid...waited here and there, go to Macdonald, purchase Mcflurry!!!and ate it...haha...huhm...waited them at the UOB plaza....huhm...they reach fucking damn bitch went straight to Mcdonald have lunch with aida and fazul...haha fazul treat me!!yeye...haha...then we met LYA liyana at the asians civilations museums and yeah ready for the photography...haha...ooooo great seh taking photo....then headed to the esplanade to take some more picture!!yeah yeah!!!!then headed to Marina Square,went straight to Starbucks Coffee, drank the cofee latte and yumyum...yeah!!!!take pic again!!

2008-10-26T16:12:00.000+08:00

huhm 25102008,

the best dae for me...early int he morning, woke up from bed and gettin reaady for my sc investiture trainning at ITE Bukit Batok...got out from my house around 7.40 am, board 293 to the tampines library to board 168 to woodlands..and board the train at woolands to Bukit Batok...huhm...and totally late to go Bukit Batok...reaches woodland around 9+, rushes to the MRT stations board and arrived at BB around 9.20...huhm, everyone waiting for me at the BB McDonald...huhm...

and walk straight to the school...hahaha...and upon reaching, saw lya liyana, ooooo...she damn nice siah..wearing the high wheels, and y is she wearing it, can't be her favourite shoes...haha...trainning start, and was tiring..and yup yup, can't tell you all about the trainning and yup yup haaaiiizzzz...huhm....and rite after the trainning, me, azul, lya and farah went for lunch together at Far East Plaza...haha..i ate hot plate rice and and lye ate her favourite nasi goreng ikan bilis...haha then headed to go shopping around orchard road and yup yup..totally fantabolous feelings with her....

and that her pic at Raffles MRT Stations...me and her going HomE!!!

2008-10-24T22:41:00.000+08:00

life is rather full of mindset.

without any mindset,we human can barely think.

mindset do have apart it.

mindset come from all human thinks and thoughts.

hinking the good, the bad ones and the selfishness of one human life.

the mindset of its human llife is rather prictable as one other human can't understand its mindset content of one human life.

we, as a human only understand our human life.

we as a human life intend to know what other people mindset.

and we insist to know what people other thinking...

human rather really want to know what other people was thinking through their mindset!!!!!

2008-10-23T21:33:00.000+08:00

huhm...23102008..the bad day for me!!!had a bad throat yesterday and yup today i had a bad fever....38.5C!!!god damn it...totally sick todae...had no mood to eat as i lost my appetitte at onces!!!

didnt go to the doctor,had medicines at home...eat the medicines and went straight to bed..and yup had bath around 6+..haha thats early...huhm...after the bath,had temperature and knew wat...ita really high....i went straight to bed again...and i woke up arnd 1 pm...,had lunch with my beloved mum and she kept asking am i okay!!!what the hell is she asking me that...!!!obviously i am SICk!!!! what the hell...hahaha,,,huhm haha and i took the day off resting at home...sleeping all the way...haha...

2008-10-23T21:02:00.000+08:00

The way ii are
hmmm the way i are...well since i step my life in ITE's,i totally changes alot...hmm idunno why i had change and i need to be facing what is coming in me...well since i steps in the new school,i had knew this one guy,which now he is my fren i like and he will stay being my friend foreve...hmm well,he make me changes me alot....and thanks to him tat i changes...no one can ever...hahax...peaces....

2008-10-23T20:49:00.000+08:00

What is the base of love?Well everyone is all being love…being love to love someone that he/she loves…examples its their parents that they loves or even friends that they loves…and some love to his/her self…and very well, we humans do loves each other and we humans are being fated to loves someone..and we have the right to loves someone without any prior notice or without someone knew about it…and we as a human intend to hide it from anybody…this include friends and also their parents….This is some phrase that I had in mind:I love n not because of who you are but because of who I am when I am with you.Neither man nor women is worth yours tears and the one who is won’t make you cry.Just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to, doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can’t have them.Never frown, even you are sad because you never know who is falling in love with you.To the world that you may be one person, but to me, you may be the weird.May be god wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.Don’t cry because it is over, smiles because it has happened.Whatever happened, its happens with its own reasons.Every word that you gave me it to me is always in my mind.Every smile that you gave it to me is always in my eyes.Every love that you gave it to me is always in my heart.People say a smile is a gift from God since I know you, and you always make me smiles.I guest you are a gift from god to me.

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Back In my Life of Blogging..

PutraTaphaLabel

All i've got are there photograph. I remenber wen i use to make you laugh,i dont wanna be stuck in rhe past, but your all that i have, that i have. I dont want loose what we built this far, it just me an you your my superstar, i hive anything baby heres my heart, my heart..!

My heart don't stopmy heart be beating overmy love'n never stopeven though that it's over...

Just plsssssssss....

Monster

I tHink im Here.

Im Back

i had enough

B'dae wasnt like a Bdae

my PosT

Just a SayS

Just PictuRe(BlaZeCamP)

truely Miz ue..!!

wat HappEns?

Touch my Hand

enDlEss

im bck everyone..!!

i dun feel to good....

BoReD

im dead...

itS just i neEd to reAliSed it...

heys ppL...

the daes i had been doing today

too bored with it

these daes i had

heys Out there!!!

Yeas Man..

Take a bow

baby i'm back,heyah

huhm, yeah

hey yolah

Total Absence of Humor renders Life ImPossible

HARI RAYA HAJI !!!!

the Tuesday!!

for YoU PpL I LoVeS

My heart don't stop
my heart be beating over
my love'n never stop
even though that it's over...