Friday, February 25, 2011
11:56:00 PM ● Back In my Life of Blogging..

Hatiku berdengup-dengup kerana terlalu cinta kan mu.

My heart been pouring all this while as you couldnt understand it at all. All just to as your reply is to go with the flow. The words of cant be bother is being played in your head. Always n its gonna stays like that as forever. N all you could says that is up to me n up to me..!!wth...do you ever thinks of those words in your head..??or even reflecting it to yourself..?? having those in your shoes...whoever in Relationship will awaes get jealous.. I love you the most...the guys which is the most best one, truthful, sincerety and trustment. huhm...is all that i have been giving all this while but have you ever thought of it to give it back to me..??or in a way of letting me the same thing i gave to yourself...?? did you..?? nah, i dont think so..you had been enough oh hurting me alot. huhm.but did you ask youself or even change yourself y i never ever been giving up my loves towards you...?? i never ever been stopping since the first time i fall for you..you stole me from ayie..!i love ayie lots more then u..but what...??i being stupid to even listen to your words, even i still can have ayie with me now. do you ever bben even thought of having a sense of honour, care, and even concern towards me..?? did you..?? it just a simplest thing i asked. oh why you coudnt even feel what i feel now..? stop being like this to yourself. i had seriousy enough of this kind of situations of hardships with you. for all this while, i could says i been played by your ove that even you aint trusting me and even care for me.. all i could says that, you tricked me in love. all this while i been faking myself as someone being spits.. i do have a split personality.but y am i awaes could be in this kind of things..in the situation of this kinds, i been awaes be the one who always been sheading my tears for you...huhm, y could i awaes been the one..y me..?? y aint you..!huhm...

Putra De'Mustapha
Monday, December 27, 2010
12:47:00 AM ●

It been awhile i have not been blogging..!
New post i guess form now on..huhm...
Something or rather alots sa things happening to me now..!
Just once i post this..

ImKeepingQuiteFromNowOn..!
nIWill keep myself qUIET.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )